Every single day

- Had a great time with them babes on Saturday (Although kaki macam nak patah at the end of it and sangat lah kelakar bila terlupa tempat letak kereta sampai terpusing2 dekat the same place without even realizing it)! Got to KL and back safely with almost no complications (ya, terasa macam satu achievement :> mehehehe) wooot. But itd be my first and last im afraid.

Mama said "kalau kawan ajak pergi KL, tak payah pergii. Jalan2 dekat sini jee. Buat apa pergi jauh jauhhh." while Papa said "tayar kereta tu kecik, kalau kena paku sikit boleh pancit.. ..Ika reti tukar tayar? ..Haa, kalau kat sini takpe lah, kalau jauh2 nanti kalau ada apa2 kan susah.." (maka, my dear car telah di-grounded-kan dalam area PJ sahaja) Hmf -_-

- Im still uber irritated with underage (CEYY mentang2 dah 19 going on 20 :P ... . ..Shit) kids okay fine, let me rephrase that so i wont sound like a snob somehow- Im still super irritated with (primary/high school) kids nowadays, that think they are oh so great. Like seriously, they think theyre all that, puffing cancer sticks, being proud as if being at the so called "it" place where all the "cool" kids hang now is like an achievement or something(macam tengah pamerkan diri pun ada, konon macam living mannequins of some cool fashion store tapi in reality macam orang mintak sedekah je, lagi2 yang duduk tepi2/tengah2 jalan). Wake up, son T_T

Im still bothered with them hanging around the entrance, (its like theres an invisible circle there, where the entrance is the centre and theres a rule that states if youre not in that circle = you aint cool) just standing there with their friends (sambil menyusahkan orang nak keluar masuk, rasa macam nak jerit EH KETEPI BOLEH TAK GILA MENYEMAK pun ada :F), hoping to get some cheap publicity as Elle said, sigh.

I had to avoid any eye contact with them or even looking at their way (which was kind of impossible cause they were everywhere T_T) cause i just cant stand it, id feel like smacking each one of them heh :f (plus if i do, id make a face yang macam mintak penampar then mana tau ada budak perasan hot lagi macho tak puas hati will go and smack me pulak dengan rombongan sekampung dia kang haa mana nak lari o.o)

- I dont get why kids nowadays want to grow up so quickly. Why cant they just enjoy being a kid, a teen. Whats wrong with that? Theres a heck loads of fun stuff you could be doing (that doesnt involve loitering, trends, make up, cigarettes, piercings, drugs, alcohol, so on and so forth) with your mates, man. Tskk, their loss :)



- I love you, man was funny! Definitely will download this movie and watch it again cause they cut off most if not all the parts where they cussed (which was quite often lah kan in the movie) so, yeah.. lol

- Felt great to finally catch up with someonee! I MISS YOU BABE :( Good luck and all the best for your exam!

- Been having one too many headaches this past week for some reason hmf :(

- YAY FOR DIVERSITY! :D I love the buzzer part, HA!

- I can feel another headache coming :(

- Nurin's little accent is funny and adorable! I cant wait to see her&fam next year :')

- I should go and finish off my short story for English now :P Chowchow! :D

All i ever wanted

Comel lahh this granpaa hahaha :D Hes 73 years old okay. Mesti terpengaruh dengan his grandchildren la nii ahaha :P

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See what i mean about not knowing what to expect from her? Fascinating 8)

Heartless

Tak faham manusia2 macam ni.

How could some people, especially mothers, do this type of thing to their children? Yes, you carried them in you once for 9 months but does that mean youre entitled to do such things to them? (siapa yang jawab yes memang entitled to one big fat kick in the _, makasih) You brought them into this world so you figured you can do anything to them and maybe even take their lives back (intentionally, or not)?

Your children aint punch bags, you DOOF.

I, just, cant imagine how people could do such things.

Reminds me of Kelsey Briggs, whom ive heard about last year.

Sigh. ...Sick, twisted, cruel, people.

If that aint horrible enough, people yang throw their months old babies as if theyre cheap toys yang theyre sick of playing should rott in hell with the others as well. Bloodypfffft- If you cant bloody take care of your children, dont friggin have any. If you didnt want any but yknow, 'accident happens' then go give them to people who wants to take care of them and love them (legally, of course). ISHH T_T

Its always been you

Wey wey weyyyyyyhhhhhhhhh.

Its only Tuesday and im starting to stress about how im gonna be bloody stressed out for this short sem which is also my last sem for my foundation programme :D :E T__T Er.. Yeah.. Ahaha 8[

Even though a number of people has suggested that i should drop 1 subject instead of adding, (seeing that i only have a month, pratically, to stuff my brain) i still, stubbornly, added another subject so it could mingle around with my other three T_T Wah, terasa baik. HAH dodol pshfrtgh T_T

Sigh, insyaAllah, ill manage :E I have to. Hey, atleast i have one day off? But i still have one very packed day, kalah orang yang working cause atleast they have lunch break ok T_T Dengki betul tau, every sem mesti ada one day yang nak pack je :( Cari orang lain to busykan tak boleh ke T_T lol -.-" Eh tapi terasa special pulak sebab terpilih, ahahah T_T

Pft. Ah, well. Lifes nothing without challenges (ECEYY wahaha) right? >:]

I think i can, i think i can, i think i can!

..Mm not good enough

I KNOW I CAN, I KNOW I CAN, I K N O W I CAN! :D Time to be optimistic&positive, baby. Ho yeah, bring ittttttttt! *holds up both fists while lompat2 depan belakang kiri kanan like a v excited person konon macam dah ready nak bergusti dengan the challenge bahahah what in the world? -.-"*

:) Okay, minds all set. Now, i just need a schedule to follow, woop-pahh!

Schedule? Research? Schedule? Research?

Meh, i should buat a schedule first lah. Not like ill get anything lekat on my brain if i do statistics now T_T Yayy to being optimistic&positive!

:D

PS: Facebook ni macam tau2 je dah start sem, tak bagi bukak, suruh buat kerja. Tak sempat nak reply orang2 tau -.-" Ala tapi so nice macam looking out for mee HAHA wthell lah weyyyBYE

What if

I find this lady (lol) so fascinating. Yknow the feeling when youre tipping your toes to look through the glass/fenceorwhatevs to get a glimpse of what ever thats behind it is doing? (yknow, like, some exotic animal or something - in case you dont know what im talking about (not that im saying shes like an animal or anything T_T) lol -.-" Shes just so unusual, no? (or could also be mistaken as a little nutty at times :p) You just dont know what to expect from her 8)

I need you, baby.


I love the kid with the huge hair! So cute :> Diversity FTW! :D Flawless aint bad at all, actually they might even be better, but Diversitys cute-r :P (Ya, tau, theres no such word (cuter) biar, nak jugak guna mehehe :D)

Why youre over there, when you could be right here?

The day you never thought youd live to see has finally arrived - i... worked. MAHAHA. DRAMATIC MUCH? HO YEAH. Okay enough being overly dramatic than necessary.

Kila (or more like Kila's brother?) hooked us up (lol) with a one day job at this event yesterday. We were at the venue by 6 am and finished at 6 pm T_T Its not that bad actually, all we had to do was sit under the tent, and register the families, explain something a little and give them a goodie bag. Unlike the blue colored shirt people who were acting all macho and konon cool sebab theyre the crew. Tu lah, perasan macho lagi, last2 kitorang yang nampak macho :D Muwahaha. Okay, buat2 faham :)

Anyhow, the event was mainly for children under 10 years old and their families lah obviously. So the place was filled with kiddies! They were so cuuuuuuute, i tell you. Some were so pretty (dressed up in dresses macam nak pergi tea party) and some were such stylish dolls with their leggings and shades and others were just plain adorable! Ada a few kiddies yang besar nanti sure hot gila okay :') Hahah.

The thing that i did not understand was why they hired the DJ. I mean, its a family event and theyre playing songs macam lagu Usher yang 'I wanna make love in this club' tu, sexy back, i kissed a girl, all the hip hop/techno songs (and i really do mean ALL) yang kids shouldnt be hearing lah, basically. Sumpah mencorruptkan kanak-kanak T________T

Teruk betul. I felt like throwing something at the DJ bagi dia sedar sikit and tukar to more appropriate songs, pop songs pun jadilah T_T Maine pulak felt like going to the Amcorp Mall yang dekat seberang jalan, buy a cd or two of proper songs and give it to the DJ haha. We concluded that the DJ salah event :) Dah la cakap its Sunday padahal baru Saturday and were at Ampang Park padahal dekat PJ, sah lah sesat -____-"

But its all good fun. I had a laugh :) Not bad for a first :D Mama bising though about not getting the check after the thing. But i dont mind, i went mostly for the fun of it :) In return, i slept for 16 hours :D Wahaha. Now, picture time!

The entrance i suppose, from where i was sitting.

The clowns, menyemak T_T

Maine, trying to distract herself from getting freaked out by the clowns :P

Smiiile :D

Kila

Muka bengang sebab kena cop dengan Elle ahaha

Boringg.

Maine, kena kacau dengan the annoying clown.
(while me, looking sympathetically dekat Maine :P)
Ya, ada satu je clown yang annoying.
I dont know why i find him somewhat familiar :S
(not cause hes a clown lah kaan lol -.-)

The moody clown. Or what ever he was -.-
He didnt really smile, at all.
Made him kinda scary. Dah la mata merah :|
Oh and that little girl was soo comel,
rasa macam nak gigitt pipi :B :D :>

Kila's brother at the back
Cool costume kan?

A gift from Maine's new admirer
Hint : hes annoying
Bahahahahahaa! :p

Check it boiiiii

BAHAHAH. Funny stufff. Ohh, Justin :')

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Katy Perry has the most awesome music videos with the most wicked costumes, no?

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From this to... ..this. Ah, the power of internet :) Amazing isnt it? lol I sound like someone who just discovered the internet ahah -_-'

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My rooms a mess. Wait, a mess would be an understatement T_T It looks like tempat orang yang pemalas tinggal for protection while waiting for the war to be over hahah wthell -.- But, seriously. Im too lazy to tidy it up. Blegh. Ill do it soon. Pinky promise :D

This blog is full of links and short posts. I miss crapping. I should reconnect with my not so stable side soon! Woots :D -.- :)

Bitter heart of mine

So pretty. Comel gila the third song! (Okay the melody lah :P) Haha. Finally, something (okay more like someone) we can all be super proud of, yes? :)

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Results will be released in a few daaays - Sunday to be precise. MARI MARI MATI TOGETHERR :D Shit. Thank god ill be busy tomo. And Friday. And maybe on the weekend too, so i wouldnt be that nervous or stressed about it :D :| :[ :)

..I hope. Shit. Now im scared :( AYCARAMBA

Boy, youre dangerous

Mmmm.. yum :P

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I love Leighton Meester. Shes bloody gorgeous and i think she can sing :) Latest singles; Good Girls Go Bad & Birthday. The Bette Davis Eyes song reminds me of driving to and back from class during first sem (cause it was always on repeat when i was driving lol) T_T I like the songs. The latest singles are catchy and seem fun to sing your heart out with girlfs in the car haha (:

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AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. COMEL GILA THAT LITTLE GIRL. But its so wrong laahh to corrupt the poor little child with the moves weh, shes only four years of aage. T_T

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I feel like banging my head against the wall, aaaaaaahhhhhh T______________T

Boo hoo!

One Tree Hill never fails to make me cry :( Damn the dramas!

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Awesomeness - Rasa rasa ada tak sesiapa yang nak nyanyikan for me like this? (okay but maybe of a less sappy song) HAHA. Cair terus :'} - Ye, berangan je, salah ke?

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AND, DAMN.


Allison shouldve won! :(

You dont bloody know

Doesnt mean if i seem fine, i am fine to the core. You dont know how i feel deep down. Doesnt mean if im laughing or smiling, im not tearing up or crying inside.

Doesnt mean if i seem fine, i am over it or i am happy about it even for the slightest bit - just because i was the cause.

Doesnt mean if i seem fine, i am not struggling to pull myself together.

Doesnt mean if i seem fine, everything is easy for me. You dont know that. Nobody bloody knows that but me. And Him.


Why do i feel like i am being judged? Who are you to judge me? But most importantly; Why in the world would i give a damn?!

Sigh..

Little did i know

Such a pretty arrangement

Can you feel the heat?

After all this while..

Mama only found out about it just now..

I shall prepare myself for her endless series of questions!..

When?..

I predict..

She will open the subject tomo morning over breakfast..

JENG JENG JENG (whatthe?) EH, IF im up for breakfast, which i think i will cause i know ill be starving by then :) Its weird im only hungry in the morning T_T Ah, wells :) AND EH, dah ruin daa the moooood (mystery mood *wiggles eyebrows*). Damn-.- Oh well like im gonna tell what its about pun :)

PS: Title memang tak boleh bla kan? Hahah =.=

Yez?

Ha! I lof zhis kuy! :D
Guys with accent are so irresistible :)

Why lah bila nak tengok movie je, nothing yang interests me tapi okay lah, maybe its cause ive already watched the interesting ones ;P But anyhow im glad i watched Star Trek *amazed by that fact :P* It was nice, lots of humor (i thought it was going to be damn boring). And i love Anton Yelchin (no, no idea how to pronounce his name -.-) who plays the 17 year old named Pavel Chekov! SO COMEL. Love ze accent! :}

Safety never takes a holiday

Comel lah Paul Blartttt (Okay, Kevin James)! Ahahahahahahahaha. This movie is funnehh.

2.7

I miss you..

Caramello

Hurmm, what do you think of this as a shield? Awesome, no?

Ehh, Papa ambik gambar laaah. Okok, mari smiiile!

Ish, Papa nampak tak ni? Diri lah! *smiles wider*

Haihhh, comel nyaa saya ni :')
Maacam Aunty dia yang punya blog ni kan?

Ehh.. Siapa cakap pasal orang lain. Saya je yang comel ok. Im a one man show, baby, one man show.
Eceyy, umur tak sampai setahun dah berlagak dah man terus eh. Okay fine laarr. Awak je yang comel ok, butterball? Nak tumpang comel sikit pun tak boleh :(



Haaa, thats better! HAH, orang lain comel? Impossible, saya je comel mahahaha!



See even Mama agrees. Kan mama kaaan :D



So like i was saying.. This thing is an awesome shield, dont chu think so? Maybe itd work as a mask too. *puts the thing infront of face* Oooh and i can see through itt! ..Im such a genius *smiles*

Mahaha. Aaaaaa, RINDU LA ARSLAN. And yes, excuse the sillyness of this post. I just cant help myself :P OH and the picture of him looking from the corner of his eyes is HILARIOUS. I almost fell off my chair laughing and died of cuteness overdose. Bahahahaha. COMEL LAH ARSLAN OKOK I KNOW I SAY THAT ALOT AND I SOUND LIKE A CRAZY AUNT BUT I CANT HELP IT WHY AM I STILL USING CAPSLOCK NOBODY KNOWS OKOKISHALLSTOP-

PS: Arslan, ask your papa to bring you here laaaaaaaaaaaaah! Hm.. Ye.. Memang boleh.. (Y)

February air

(..Yes, i do realize its May)

I dont know why im up so early. I mean, really. I woke up at about 6/7? Slept around 1? I thought i wouldnt be up till noon cause i felt so tired. Guess not lol.

Right after the last paper, kerja asyik keluar je. First time one tank dah nak habis in less than a week; and thats something cause the car tak guna banyak minyak ok - sangat fuel efficient -.- I think i might have to cut down on that, going out too much. I like bumming around at home, watch missed telly series, read a book or two. Geez im such a bore, no? Mehh, dont give a damn (:

Well this is pointles.. Hm. Im hungry. Too lazy to get something to eat, as usual :D Plus its too early, bleh.

Spend the past few days hanging around with friends, watched movies, catched up, drove around aimlessly - with friends of course, im too clueless on the road to be driving around all by myself -.-". Explains the lack of updates, eh no, lack of craps in here which is a plus for whoevers reading them i suppose, not that anyone does lol -.- Oh and i even have a date in a bit. First date *aww* ;) - Late lunch and story2 session. Should be fun :)

Hm, Mama and Papa doesnt seem to mind about me going out these past few days (which ive been out more than ive in the last like what, a couple of months? - ye biasalah, budak baik mahaha). Maybe cause they just want me to socialize more (er that sounds sad doesnt it o_o) cause i know Papa does haha. Anak selalu keluar salah, anak selalu duduk rumah pun salah, haisho. Takpe, i shall find a balance! -_-"

OH OH, Abang emailed me pictures of baby Arslaan. Will post them up later to brighten this blog up :D Rindunya :(