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Mengambil kesempatan untuk berskema



1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
Masih kekasih saya? :D

2. Saya sedang mendengar:
Brick by boring brick oleh Paramore :P

3. Mungkin saya patut:
Mula merancang apa yang saya hendak buat secara serius dalam hidup saya. Baiklah (okay), sebenarnya saya dah tahu apa yang saya mahu buat, cuma saya perlu merancang nya semua dengan teliti! (wth)

4. Saya suka :
Makan :D

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
Semuanya baik and cantik belaka ;P

6.Saya tak paham:
Kenapa negara kita tak ada penjagaan perubatan universal(universal health care)! (terpengaruh dengan filem Sicko)

7.Saya kehilangan :
Duit akibat membeli belah secara atas talian (online wth)

8.Ramai yang berkata :
"Awak tengah cuti eh?" Baiklah, lebih kepada bertanya sebenarnya.

9. Makna nama saya :
Yang di pilih. Iya, termasuk situasi yang kurang baik (kadang kala). Contoh, dipilih untuk menjadi antara orang yang pertama kehadapan untuk membentang tugasan -_-"

10.Cinta itu adalah :
Indah XD

11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
Senyum seorang diri di depan komputer peribadi seperti orang kurang sedikit siuman.

12.Saya akan cuba :
Menjayakan diri saya dalam bidang perniagaan! (InsyaAllah)

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
Sehingga akhir waktu (end of time wth)

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
Adalah sangat berguna!

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
Saya akan terus menuju ke telefon bimbit yang mengejutkan saya (dan kemudian kembali ke pangkuan katil wth).

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
Melihat remaja2 sekarang yang perasan kacak bergaya lagi macho/cantik bergaya lagi menawan walaupun masih sedang menunggu kedatangkan akil baligh (WTH)

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
Acara untuk meraikan sesuatu istimewa tapi kini(CEY ingat ni karangan apa weh -.-) sudah menjadi suatu kebiasaan. Bukan? (CEY CEY wth -__-)

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
Arnab-arnab ternakan(daripada 1 setengah pasang (3 ekor lol), mereka berkembang sehingga lebih kurang 6 pasang pada kemuncak zaman kegemilangan mereka wth) ketika waktu kecil.

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
Peringkat umur remaja.

20.Hari ini :
Saya pergi berkelah bersama keluarga di Sungai Tua aka Ulu Yam!

21.Malam ini saya akan :
Cuba memikirkan tentang masa depan saya sambil berguling2 di atas katil - seperti biasa

22.Esok pula saya akan :
Mengemas bilik yang makin berselerak dan mula merancang masa hadapan! (Cey wth -.-)

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
Duit. (Saya bukan mata duitan lol)

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
Saya berkata dalam hati "TSK, MESTI BERSOLEK SEDIKIT SUPAYA TIDAK KELIHATAN SEPERTI GIKNEVJNBSLKNFIW" wth

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
Saya nak kedai makanan yang sedap2 belaka boleh?

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
Makanan Barat DAN Jepun! :D

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
Bilik yang terang walaupun saya mempunyai ganguan tidur(sleeping disorder lol) - imaginasi saya susah dikawal

28.Makanan segera adalah :
Sedap tetapi tidak baik untuk kesihatan! wth -.-

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
"Saya rind...." -talian terputus akibat kekurangan kredit ):

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
AA, Ayun, Kila, Ateeka, Nadira R.(wherever you are -.- your blog i mean lol), Amira N., dan sesiapa yang bosan!

(BM - FAIL)

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The eff?





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Thats what you get



Ive told you Philippinos are amazing singers. I thought the girl was lip-syncing. Ha. She sounds almost exactly like Hayley, no? 8)

Okay enough messing around, back to studying T_T

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Weirdo



...I truly am. Despite the fact that im totally aware of it but i just realized how much of a weirdo i really am. Ha -_-

I was too caught up in worrying about my assignment and studying for my final, i forgot to eat my lunch. Like seriously, it didnt come to my mind at all. -_____________-" No wonder i was tired even though i didnt do much. I even dreamt about eating when i decided to take a short nap cause i was feeling lethargic ahahahaha. Thank you boyf whom asked me if i have eaten, if not i think itll take me a little longer to realize that i should get something to eat -.- Do'oh! (Homer Simps style)

Woop. Off to do assignment and study for final T_T

*Away till further notice ... -_-"

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Feck off



Penat.
Geram.
Rasa macam nak tumbuk something yang akan menyakitkan.
Geram.
Finals in two friggin weeks. Nice timing.
GERAM GILA FFT LAH WOI.
Serious ffffft i feel like slapping someone silly.
EEEEEEEERGH.
CURSECURSECURSECURSE.

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WHAT?



HALLOOO, HAIIIIIII! *JUMPS & WAVES VIGOROUSLY LIKE AN ANNOYING 'FRIEND' THAT YOU ACTUALLY DONT LIKE AND TRY YOUR HARDEST TO AVOID HAVING ANY CONTACT WITH*

OHMIGOD DAH LAMA KITA TAK JUMPAA. NI HAO MAAA? WO HOPE NI HEN HAOO! (MENTANG2 BARU BELAJAR MANDARIN DENGAN PERTOLONGAN HONG KIN; PROVIDER KATA2 BARU IN MANDARIN SERTA THE MEANING LAH KAN TO ME AND BASIT EVERYDAY COMEL KAN KAMI? PS/ 'HOPE' IN MANDARIN TAK BELAJAR LAGI SO ENGLISH SUDEH LOL)

WAAAAH. I THINK THIS HAS BEEN THE LONGEST IVE BEEN AWAY FROM THE BLOGGING WORLD KAN KANN? OMG, MISS ME TAK? AHAHA. WHY AM I STILL SHOUTING? SAJA, BIAR, RASA MACAM PERLU HEE.

OMG (NI DAH KE BERAPA KALI NAK CAKAP? MEHEH) I HAVE SO MUCH TO UPDATE! (LAH SANGAT EHEH -_-) I ACTUALLY WANTED TO POST UP PICTURES OF RAYA SEMUA OKAY TAPI TAK KESAMPAIAN ):

HOPEFULLY ILL GET TO POST UP SOME PICTURES. I NEED TO DO SCHOOL WORK FIRST T_T

Okok, i think youre prolly tired of screaming in your head as you read this post (or am i the only one who does that? Reading capital words/sentences like im screaming. No? Im the only loon ey? Ah well. I know you still miss me :P) Ill update soon. Pinky promise!

xx

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GO AWAY



Why? Me? Why me? Cant you go 'hempap' anyone else?! Preferably atleast not anyone thats in this house. Its been quite some time, im starting to question myself. A part of my sane-ness in particular. Im no loon ):

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-




Sick people. (And THEY'RE ALL PARENTS!? Twisted, man.)


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Oh, the dramas



People deceive you. What saddens me the most is when those people are your blood; family. I know every families has issues. Though mine is never ending.

The people you love, has hidden intentions on being nice to you. The people you thought were too nice, arent really nice, actually.

Its sad that ive only known this after all these years.

Whats even more sad? I dont know who i can truly trust anymore.

Hm.

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Note to self






Dont assumed that people know-




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Ello, mate.



Did you watch the news (TV3) about the form 4 girl who ran away from home? She texted a family member "asal tak siar dkat astro jew? lagi famous blablablabla" along those lines. Lol. I find it funny, and annoying, the 'jew' part, weh please, I cant stand that kind of language, rasa nak lempang T_T

Its saddening how friends become such a huge part of one's life now - well okay, only to most people, teenagers especially - and they would rather hear their thoughts, listen to their opinions rather than their family's. Its totally fine if the friends are good influence, but if otherwise.. you get the picture.

Of course we need friends, but it doesnt mean you have to depend on them. How sure are you that theyre gonna stick with you through the tough times? What happens if they ditch you and you have no one to go to anymore cause you ditch your family for them? But i guess most people would set their issues aside when in comes to families, no matter how much you screwed them over, theyre still your flesh and blood. Okay, it depends. lol

Mehh. Tetiba je talk about this. I just wanted to share the girl's text :P Haha.

Bottom line, appreciate your family. Simple. (:

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Marshmallow




Poor kiddies, so cute! :P


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Somethings amiss




Somehow, it doesnt feel like its going to be Eid soon. :/


Anyhow, Happy Eid Mubarak! xx


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TripleOhNine



Yeealloww! ..


. ..yes, Im very much alive lol.


EH, ITS BEEN A MONTH ALREADY? Wah, so sad. I feel bad for neglecting this poor blog of mine. .. . ... ..Mehhh

So lets do a quick recap, shall we?

- Been kind of busy with school. Piles of work and stress aside, I actually enjoy it :)

- Spend most of my time online for school work (okay fine, and some of this and that - what can I say? Im easily distracted -_-) . So on my free time Id catch up with my beauty sleep which isnt really much. My room & car desperately need some cleanin' yo T_T

- I have one more class and then hello midsem break! :D Wee hoo!

- OH OH OHHH. AND MY LITTLE MAN TURNED UNO!

HAIH, COMEL NYA AWAK.

And he can walk now! Well, if you call waddling, walking then, hes good! lol. Kiddings, I love you butterball :D Dah lah jalan pun tak stable lagi, ada hati nak panjat turun semua benda macam dah besar sangat -_-"

Exhibit 01 - Merempit -_____-
NASIB BAIK DIRI AND "BIKE" COMEL.


So that is basically it. Nothing much ey -.- I miss Arslan. And I miss my someone. (Even though dua2 tak sampai seminggu pun tak jumpa gila mengada mehehehehe) SO TILL THEN.

EH OH. CANT WAIT TO BAKE RAYA COOKIES! :D (kecoh lagi tak boleh? Boleh. Okshattap) I miss baking. Hopefully i wont set the oven on fire. Yes, it has been that long. Okay fine, i exaggerated a little :P CIAO!

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Hearts will hold



Killer headaches are back and theyre much more torturous than i could remember. Lol that sounds like a catch phrase or okay more like a monologue from a movie/telly series that would have mysterious background music and if theres horrible acting involved, there would be some overdone eyebrow rising action right there, or something along those lines. ..Waitwha? Am I making any sense? I don’t know, my brains not really functioning well at the mo. Okay, I should stop talking rubbish -.- Meheh.

AAAAH. I dont know why ive been getting headaches almost everyfrigginday now. So i tend to sleep it off. In return, i wouldnt get anything done T_T Haih.

Is it normal to get headaches as often as i do? Is there something wrong with my brain? Am i dying anytime soon? Just checkin' T_T Mana tau if i need to write a will ke apa HAha :P Okay not funny -_- Bah. I feel another headache comin' my waaaaaay. Bye :)

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Its about time



Its nice to be with family and relatives, its been awhile. I was greeted with surprised faces at first, but then they turned into heart-warming smiles. Mm twas nice :)

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Kak Wai: Kehendak sendiri ke, boyf suruh?
Me: Kehendak sendiri. Takde boyf dah (T-T)

Say whatever you want, think whatever you want. Bottom line, its not because i was forced to, its not because someone asked me to, its not because im starting my degree real soon, its not about all that.

Its for myself. My faith, my belief. And i am happy :)

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Headache



Weh. I dont feel like doing anything. AT ALL.

I dont know whats wrong with me T_T

Haih.

The results out. But cant check it for some reason. Meh, ill just check it tomo.

A wee bit worried, but honestly, not really. I dont feel anything.

I hate this feeling.

I dont even feel like posting this.

Meh.

Im still very grateful and happy about the news. I can already feel the pressure. I need to study my butt off. And set my priorities straight.

Haih.

I feel bad for ignoring peoples calls and texts. I just dont feel like talking/using the phone. I dont feel like doing anything -.- Will get back to you when i am okay.

Okay.. Bye.

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I am done. For real this time.



It doesnt mean if something happened, you can easily, immediately make a certain conclusion to it.

How can you make a conclusion without exactly knowing the problem? What if you make a conclusion based on your assumption? Isnt that bias?

I know youre just saying it to ease your heart, to ease your pain that i caused. But deep down im sure you know its not true. I know that you know its not true.


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Almost a year ago, ive written somewhere that I believe in God and His plans. Of course, i still do. And so, i leave it to Him. I did my part. Now, peace, please come to me.

Lol i sound like im gonna die or something -.- Hmm, i feel calm already :)

Cheers to my title & the change thatll soon happen. I cant wait, honestly :)

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It was magic





Earlier this month, this ad came out. Now, watch the interview. HAAAAAAAAAAHA SO CUTE! The crying part just kills me x'D I love Tom :') Mahahahaha.




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Youll never



This place lacks of something dont you think? Well i have something, or okay more like someone, that can sure fill that void. Guess whooooo :D

No, no, its not me -.- Okay maybe you didnt even guess it was me but hey i enjoy being perasan once in awhile. (Ehem, once in awhile ke? :P Haha) Okok, enough talking gibberish.





OH HAAAIII
Miss me? I know you do. Cause i know my Auntie sure does! :D

Mehehe. Muka macam dipaksa ambik gambar.
Macam dalam hati hes saying "okay laa, ambik lah gambarr, nak sangatt ha, haih, penat tau nii"
or,
he could also be saying "hmmm, what a weird aunt i have...."
Haha -_-' okok dah, TOO LONG.
*No babies were forced to do anything during the process of this post, sekian terima kasih*


Its been awhile since ive been/sounded like a crazy aunt. LETS CHANGE THAT. Hahah -.-" Aww, i miss baby Arslaan. He came over the other day, obviously with my sister in law, ingat apa -.- Anyhow, he seemed like he didnt recognize me :( How sad, its only been a few weekss, how could youu, butterballll. Mahaha whatthe tetiba emo lebih T_T Hohoh. Maybe because my hairs shorter, maybe because he was sick and annoyed. Awwh. Well hopefully will be seeing him this weekend :>

PS: I cant stand people who think they are very attractive. I mean fine, good self confidence but to kind of brag about it on the internet? Aint so attractive :)

PPS: Im getting dizzy with all this sniffin' T-T

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Believe













Summary: Wasnt feeling well, watched movies the whole day! :D Guess the movies -_- lol. Meh, too lazy to type/talk about anything. Not even captions. Oh god, ive lost the will to crap o_o

Haha -_-"


PS: You should watch Knowing. I like that movie a lot. Quite intense. The last part was awesome. Cant help but to imagine the same would happen :| But the kiddies part was, weird. lol Other than that, not bad :)

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Roger



Mengapa bila mau update, FB terus dengki, tak bagi bukak? -_-




OH AND IM DONE W FINAL. WOOP WOOP.

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And so i say to you, this is what i have to do



GUESS WHAT I FOUND. HAAAAAAAAAAHA.

AAAAAAHAHAHA. I REMEMBER THIS VIDEO. AND THE SONG. THEIR FACES. HOMY THEIR HAIRSTYLES WAHAHAHA OKOK I SHOULD LAY OFF THE CAPSLOCK. Mehehe. I think this is one awesome way to cheer oneself up ;D I mean, cmonnnn? Hoho.

Okok, last one. Muehehe. I loved this song&video when i was younger -_- lol


YA. I refuse to leave the 90s (okay well atleast yknow as in the songs i listen to -_-) AH MEMORIES :')

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Youre not sorry



One down. Three more to go T_T Mari die? :)


PS: Love them :) YES IM STILL NOT OVER IT JUST YET :P

PPS: SRK :'< Sigh.

PPPS: Dear self, SNAP OUT OF IT, YES?

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Im just a person, but you cant take it



Dah2 lah tu. Pergi lah kacau jiwa orang lain T-T


(Mymyy, ayaaattt wahaahaha)



Hms. :(

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Dont wanna hear your sad songs, I dont wanna feel your pain



Ive been listening to some oldschool tunes lately :D Okay fine, not that old :P Okok, lemme rephrase that.

Ive been listening to 90s tunes lately :D AKA the BOYBANDS ERA! HAAA! N'sync in particular. Only cause the BSB's tunes are all messed up and i havent looked for other boybands yet :p

BAHAHAHAHAHA. I loved this video! :p Nick's mushroom-ish hair, face expressions yang mintak penampar = ahahahahaha. But you gotta admit, their songs were and still are catchy :P Man, brings back memories ;D

SAME GOES TO THIS! Ahahahahaha. Awww, Justin's maggie-ish haiiir! XP AHAHA. Haaaa! :'D Haih :P Been listening to this song on repeat for a few days now 8) okay and others too.

I miss the 90s tunes! Theyre nice to hear (tidak memeningkan), nice to sing alonggg, appropriate. Okay so most of them about falling in or outta love -.- but hey, better than most some computer-fied/digitalized rubbish songs that theyre playing/still keep on producing(which feels like a trend now ey?) about making love through the pc. Okay fine, 'kiss through the phone, making love in the club, etc' mehh, potato, patato lol -_-'

Sure the new tunes are all catchy and makes you wanna par-tay but i find them too overly done. Bring back proper tunes, man!


PS: I want you back. Ahahahaha.

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Round is foxy



Today was filled with giggles, laughters and 'no-im-not-with-them' moments :P I had a blast, thank you lovelies! I needed it :) Now, i can study in peace. No more stress.

Well.. For now, atleast ;P Hihi.


OH. AND I LOVE PEACHES! AND BUCK! Mahahaha :D

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You dance & sing



Awwww the kiddies were so cuuute!

Sorry, couldnt help it hoho. I should start bloging about something else now T-T lol

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Ill be there



Tiga beranak sibuk watching The Memorial pagi2 buta (hoho).


So sad.

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I know your type





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Bugger off



Penat.

Penat.

Penat.

Penat.

Pening.

Ngantuk.

Penat.

Ngantuk.

Pening.

Penat.

Marketing test.

Statistic test.

Forum.

Finance test.

ONE WEEK.

FINAL.

Die.

Die.

Die.

Die.

Die.

DIE

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Amnesia



Mama : Ika. Mama tengok awak ni kurus je... (tone macam concern gila hoho)

Voice in my head : Eh? Tapi rasa macam gained weight? Cit. Habis slama ni gemuk la T_T Haha kidding kidding.

Mama : ...awak fikir pasal apa?

Me : *Macam2 running through my mind but final paling menyerlah T-T*

Me : Mmmmmmmmm..

Mama : ....

Mama : Mmm je?

Me : Mmmmmmmmmm... *fikir fikir lagi*

Hehe. Too many things on my mind lah, tatau nak cerita mana satu. Nak cerita semua macam malas. Haha. Sorry Mama i love you. Nanti kita cerita2 lagi okay :D Haha -.-'

:)


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Heal the world



I feel bad i wasnt much of a MJ fan back then. I mean, not that i dont like him or anything, its just that i wasnt really aware of him&his issues etc. Of course lah i knew who he was and all but other than that, i was kind of clueless heh -.-" Ye lah, my zaman dulu (cey konon dah tua ni nak zaman2 dulu) zaman boy bands semua woh kan :P Wahaha.

Eh but anyways, its a shame that i would only remember his music after hearing about his passing. I mean, i remember listening to his songs and watching his videos but i kind of regret i didnt listen more to his music and realize how deep and meaningful they truly are, appreciate that such an amazing individual - that wanted to make a difference and DID - existed. Well, better late than never right?

Anyways, im just fascinated with the whole story. What a pity he had to go through so much in life.

The footage you were never meant to see. (You should watch the other show first)

Part 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

I dont like the reporter. Bloody hypocrite. People like him should get hit by a bus and die. lol that was random. Pft.

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Half asleep



Updates? Its been awhile ey? Anyhoo-

Marketing was fun. Presentation went good, thank god we volunteered to go first :D After dah present, masing2 pass around their products to share. Twas like a class party dah, makanmakanmakan -.- Haha.

So one down, one more to go 8)

Damn this sem is draining the life outta me. Tireddddddd ): 2 more weeks, 2 more weeks.

Mehh, not much of an update eh? Ah well. Tired. Bye.


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*In the car*
..........
Mama: Oh tadi tak pergi dengan dia ke?
Me: Ha. Dia siapa?
Mama: Boyf dia.
Me: Oh tak.
Mama: Boyf awak?
Me: Kita takde boyf.
Mama: Ha. Bagus2. Kan, Papa?
Mama: Tak payah nak ada boyf2.
Mama: Mama dulu pun takde kawan2..

Then she said something like "kalau ada jodoh, adalah, ye lah takkan kawan2 saja for main2, last2 takde apa2, dulu masa Mama muda2 mana ada main kawan2, buat tak layan je, ish menyesal lah dulu jual mahal, entah kenapa dengan Papa pulak je lain, kan Papa kaan?"

HAhaha. Comel lah Mama ni, tetiba pulak tu :P


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Poor guy. "..How ignorant is that? I cant even grow a beard now?" LOL

You should watch the whole thing; Part 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

The shows a little bias (blame the reporter! How can the whole world not think of the guy in such negative ways if not for this kind of people eh?). And i know there are some parts that seem a little off but it depends on how you see it. Nonetheless, he seemed so nice, soft and pure. RIP.


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Lets roll



This movie was funny! Too bad most of the audience didnt get the jokes, especially the awesome ones -_-" I know this sounds over the top but watching the movie felt like a roller coaster :| First you were laughing, then it was suspense, then you wanted to cry and then you were laughing again. I mean like, cmon man, dont mess with my already unstable emotions T-T lol anyways i had a greaat time with them babes! :> <3



Candids.
I look short -_-'
Well in my defense, i was leaning against the wall :P
(Yes, on my elbow lol)


*****


Nice. I love Kevjumba :)

LOL. I miss playing Mario with Nurin! :(

PS: Damn, dont i have anything to do besides this? This is getting sad. Finals in two friggin weeks!

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Beat it





Did you hear about the legendary Michael Jackson? :/

++ Al-Fatihah..

About the brother - "Its(terrorism) extremist, its not Islam, its not representative of Islam" Now, if only everyone can see that.




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You better be



If i found out the things you have said about me to your friends behind my back (sampai bila lalu tepi nak jeling2 lepas tu nudge2 member sebelah), and it aint good nor true,


.. ..SIAP KAU



(Ha takut tak? Takut tak?)


Seriously... .. .

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I can't tell how this last song ends



What the? Ahahahaha. Priceless ending. I know its suppose to be WOW, i just cant help but laugh ahahah.

*****

Stills from Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland. Will be out next year. I never liked the cartoon. I dont know why. Maybe ill change my mind about it when i see this movie :)

Johnny Depp!
Talk about scary though? Reminds me of clowns T_T


The queen of hearts. Played by Helena Carter.
Yknow, the crazy cousin or something from Harry Potter.
And the woman from Sweeney Todd. lol


*****

GET 'EM OUTTA MY MIND. I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT. I FEEL LIKE IM JUST A NERVE AWAY FROM BREAKING DOWN. I have three papers to study for. Quiz, assignment, forum and test to do. PLEASE? Pretty please with lots and lots of glitter sprinkles on top? :'<

EMO EMO EMOO.

I FEEL LIKE WEARING THICK EYELINER, PAINT MY NAILS BLACK, LET MY FRINGE DOWN TILL IT COVERS MY EYES, SLOUCH, WEAR BLACK HEAD TO TOE, LOOK LIKE A ZOMBIE+A FAT KID WHO JUST LOST HER CANDYBAR BUT ACT AS IF THE WORLD IS ABOUT TO END AND CRY MY HEART OUY IN ONE TINY CORNER T_____T (the last part sounds a little sad dont you think? Heh) Hurmf. Bye


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Cant you see



Hakuna Matata
The Lion Sleeps Tonight

I remember wanting to eat bugs because of this movie. For shiezs. What? It looked yummy :p And also the urge to lick something. Ahaha, what a weird kid i was ey? Bahahah :p

*****

Shes so pretty 8[

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Get over it



I dont wanna broken heart.

Man. This blog is making me depress T_T So much for making it my 'happy place' -_-' Yes, even just the title of my posts can make me depress.. even though theyre just lyrics.. -.- lol


So heres a little something to cheer this place up (okay tipu, more like something to cheer me up)! :D



WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Omogish. Memoriiiiies. Btw thats Ayun behind the mask aka the hantu bapok wahahahaha. The babe with the contagious laugh is Sofia (GILA RINDU) ahahah cant hear/remember what they were saying cause Sofia's laugh kinda drowns everything else :p This was taken 2 years ago in the Kuliah Bakti, while 'building' the haunted house for Hari Keusahawanan. Mahahaha. Thanks for cheering us up, Ayun :') :P :DD Ahahahaha i cant stop laughing :'D

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Back to the 80s


I Can Go The Distance
I Won't Say (I'm in Love)
One Last Hope


ONE OF MY ULTIMATE FAV. I love Pegasus! :D Mehehe. I feel so childish :'} Hihi.


*****


This songs been stuck in my head for days now -.- Catchy. Even though i dont really get half of the things theyre talking about lol (wonder why theyre so familliar no more! - er that sounds like a tellyshop advert that convinces you to buy some ridiculous swivel chair you can use to lose weight while doing your work/study even though you know its impossible but you just cant resist ehwaitwhatt? o_o Haha man i loved that song when i was young. Eh when i was little. Im still young. Mahaha)

Okay, diligence mode ON - time to finish off Marketing.

..For real now

... Promise :P :>

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Fiftythree









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I cant have it both ways Im sorry that I said goodbye



Honour To Us All
Ill Make A Man Out Of You
(I always wondered how she got down from the pole 8) haha -.-')

I just love Mulan :'))

*****





SAY HI TO PAK ARSLAN.
MEHEHEHE.





Mama : Eh, dia besar nanti handsome nihh.

Psshhhh. Saya dah lama tau :') lol


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Now i dont know where to go and who to turn to



Making Gifts For Aurora
Once Upon a Dream

I loveddd this movie! I remember watching it at my cousins, playing the tape (yes tape, the bulky thing you used to play before CD, DVD, pendrive etc came along. Still remember? lol) over and over and over again. Thinking how cool itd be if I was a fairy wahahaha :P Oh the memories :')


HEE HEE. Was supposed to do Marketing, end up browsing classic disney movie songs on youtube muehehehe. Sheesh, i get distracted too easily huh. Hmffff -.- But dont you just loooove disney moviesss? Especially the classic ones. Brings you back to those carefree times, where almost everything seemed perfect, innocent :')

Theres actually a lot more i wanted to post up, but i think itll be too much :O :D So ill just post the links from one movie for each, post, lol. Yeeah, i know, ive got nothing better to do. EH. I do actually T_T Just procrastinating as usual :p Mihihi.

Anyhow, i blame AJ Rafael for all of this. Ive had disney songs stuck in my head all day and i think theyre gonna stay there for awhile -.- I still love his medley, too bad theres no studio version or a proper one atleast, yet. Hoho.




Anyhoo!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING COUSIN!
Awww, youre all grown up :') Mahaha :p Do you know how hard it is to be updated with this ladeh? (Eek. That word looks ugly. Rewrite - ladayh. Okay, a lil better. Moving on) The last time i saw her was pft, months ago. During Raya to be exact T_T Even though shes only in Gombak -.-" I know theres technology -.-' but thats no fun! Explains why wed camwhore like mad everytime we see each other :P Cant help it, vanity runs in our blood :') Hm should plan an outing or something before she goes off to college. Yeaanyhow. Happy Birthday! Be good, cousin :P I love you, Nad<3

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Why itunes, whyyyy?!?! T_________T

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I know you cant hear me but i think about you everyday



- At cousin's wedding

Mama: Eh dia bagi awak gula2. Dia ingat awak budak ke.
Me: Entaahh. Muka orang ada muka budak ke.. T_T
Mama: *tells my cousins*
Cousin: Hahah, takpe kak. Bukan senang orang besar nak dapat gula2 tau!
Me: -.-"

The girl gave me lolipops -_______-"


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- In the car

Mama: Awak chat la dengan R!
Mama: Angah! Bagilah email dia dekat Ika!
Me: Haaaaaaaah, buat apaa :S
Mama: Ala saja2, dia 20 tahun. Chat je lah dengan diaaa.
Me: -_- *dalam hati: aik, recommend nampak :P mahahaha. Mentang2 la hes on Mama's fav indo telly series -.-"*

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SIGH



Marketing (test) - this week
English (presentation) - tomorrow
Statistics (group assignment) - this week
Finance (quiz) - tomorrow
English (forum) - 3 more weeks
Marketing (group assignment) - submit hard copy on 30th, present on 2nd July



Ayayayyyyyyyyyy. I feel like i dont have enough time, hands, et cetera to do all these work man T_T GARRRRRRRRRRRRR. One more month. I CAN DO IT. Hell yeahs.

Something to cheer oneself up with. Itd so nice without all the girls screaming T_T Lagi serabut kepala dengar. But best lahh. I like the Mulan part! Mehehehe. Comel. Okok dahdah, shooshoo, go buat finance! T_T Ye, i was talking to myself. Its fun you should try one day. Talking to yourself i mean, finance is no fun man T_T Haha okay dah start merepek. Ergh. Tak suka nya sem niiiiiiiiiiii :'(

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Note to self



Need. To. Hold. It. Together. Goddamnitt.

Please.

Atleast till youre done with finals. Then you can sulk the life outta yourself and be depressed all you want. But for now, be focused, concentrate on your studies just for another month. One month aint long. Please dont break down now.

KITA BOLEH. lol wtfsempatlagipftt. OKbaibegood

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Blind possessed choir boys






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APAA INIIIIIIII? WTF HAHA. Holy cow, that cheered me a whole lot. Buat muka hodoh gila, kaki nampak sangat nak patah sebab pakai heels ahahah. Im not a fan of theirs but not that i hate them or anything, takde perasaan actually. Twas funny je. Haha.

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58th




Today marks the day Papa the awesome (MEHEHE teringat Night at the Museum 2 oksempatlagiish-) turns 58! I feel bad that i couldnt treat him some fancy dinner with a great present or two on the side :( No worries, ill make it up to you when i finally can, i promise! :)

I know i dont say this much - or at all, but

I LOVE YOU, PAPA.


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12three4



- Brother seems like hes having a real good time working in the US of A T_T Hmff. Jealous!

- The internet connection is so effing slow lately i feel like crying everytime ive to wait for a page to friggin load!

- Well this looks disappointing. Mehh.. is all i can say. I imagined the birthday thing to be more grand and less dramatic, and the transformation thing much more, well, awesome hahah, the effects look sucky je :( Damn, i shouldve just wait for the Twilight saga movie before actually reading the books. Ah wells -.- Taylor looks hot though ;D Meheheh okay enough babbling.

- I miss baby Arslan. Mama said he can crawl now haaaa! :D

- I dont know why im so sleepy most of the time now. Especially in class. I feel like giving myself a slap every now and then so id snap out of it heh o.o I need to find a way or two to stay awake, eh no, to be more focused in class man. Any ideas? T_T

- I dont know why i like to blog in point form now too. Prolly just lazy hee.

- Note to self : 9th/11th June - MARKETING TEST T_T

- I dont know if its healthy to feel what im feeling :( Kena jumpa Ms Mira buat appointment for her counseling clinic nih ahaha :P Kiddings. And no, i havent gone mad thanks :)

- Hm i should go revise or something 8)

- Suitcase of memories :')

- Im hungry.... ... .. ... .. lol byees!

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Every single day



- Had a great time with them babes on Saturday (Although kaki macam nak patah at the end of it and sangat lah kelakar bila terlupa tempat letak kereta sampai terpusing2 dekat the same place without even realizing it)! Got to KL and back safely with almost no complications (ya, terasa macam satu achievement :> mehehehe) wooot. But itd be my first and last im afraid.

Mama said "kalau kawan ajak pergi KL, tak payah pergii. Jalan2 dekat sini jee. Buat apa pergi jauh jauhhh." while Papa said "tayar kereta tu kecik, kalau kena paku sikit boleh pancit.. ..Ika reti tukar tayar? ..Haa, kalau kat sini takpe lah, kalau jauh2 nanti kalau ada apa2 kan susah.." (maka, my dear car telah di-grounded-kan dalam area PJ sahaja) Hmf -_-

- Im still uber irritated with underage (CEYY mentang2 dah 19 going on 20 :P ... . ..Shit) kids okay fine, let me rephrase that so i wont sound like a snob somehow- Im still super irritated with (primary/high school) kids nowadays, that think they are oh so great. Like seriously, they think theyre all that, puffing cancer sticks, being proud as if being at the so called "it" place where all the "cool" kids hang now is like an achievement or something(macam tengah pamerkan diri pun ada, konon macam living mannequins of some cool fashion store tapi in reality macam orang mintak sedekah je, lagi2 yang duduk tepi2/tengah2 jalan). Wake up, son T_T

Im still bothered with them hanging around the entrance, (its like theres an invisible circle there, where the entrance is the centre and theres a rule that states if youre not in that circle = you aint cool) just standing there with their friends (sambil menyusahkan orang nak keluar masuk, rasa macam nak jerit EH KETEPI BOLEH TAK GILA MENYEMAK pun ada :F), hoping to get some cheap publicity as Elle said, sigh.

I had to avoid any eye contact with them or even looking at their way (which was kind of impossible cause they were everywhere T_T) cause i just cant stand it, id feel like smacking each one of them heh :f (plus if i do, id make a face yang macam mintak penampar then mana tau ada budak perasan hot lagi macho tak puas hati will go and smack me pulak dengan rombongan sekampung dia kang haa mana nak lari o.o)

- I dont get why kids nowadays want to grow up so quickly. Why cant they just enjoy being a kid, a teen. Whats wrong with that? Theres a heck loads of fun stuff you could be doing (that doesnt involve loitering, trends, make up, cigarettes, piercings, drugs, alcohol, so on and so forth) with your mates, man. Tskk, their loss :)



- I love you, man was funny! Definitely will download this movie and watch it again cause they cut off most if not all the parts where they cussed (which was quite often lah kan in the movie) so, yeah.. lol

- Felt great to finally catch up with someonee! I MISS YOU BABE :( Good luck and all the best for your exam!

- Been having one too many headaches this past week for some reason hmf :(

- YAY FOR DIVERSITY! :D I love the buzzer part, HA!

- I can feel another headache coming :(

- Nurin's little accent is funny and adorable! I cant wait to see her&fam next year :')

- I should go and finish off my short story for English now :P Chowchow! :D

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All i ever wanted


Comel lahh this granpaa hahaha :D Hes 73 years old okay. Mesti terpengaruh dengan his grandchildren la nii ahaha :P

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See what i mean about not knowing what to expect from her? Fascinating 8)


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Heartless



Tak faham manusia2 macam ni.

How could some people, especially mothers, do this type of thing to their children? Yes, you carried them in you once for 9 months but does that mean youre entitled to do such things to them? (siapa yang jawab yes memang entitled to one big fat kick in the _, makasih) You brought them into this world so you figured you can do anything to them and maybe even take their lives back (intentionally, or not)?

Your children aint punch bags, you DOOF.

I, just, cant imagine how people could do such things.

Reminds me of Kelsey Briggs, whom ive heard about last year.

Sigh. ...Sick, twisted, cruel, people.

If that aint horrible enough, people yang throw their months old babies as if theyre cheap toys yang theyre sick of playing should rott in hell with the others as well. Bloodypfffft- If you cant bloody take care of your children, dont friggin have any. If you didnt want any but yknow, 'accident happens' then go give them to people who wants to take care of them and love them (legally, of course). ISHH T_T


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Its always been you



Wey wey weyyyyyyhhhhhhhhh.

Its only Tuesday and im starting to stress about how im gonna be bloody stressed out for this short sem which is also my last sem for my foundation programme :D :E T__T Er.. Yeah.. Ahaha 8[

Even though a number of people has suggested that i should drop 1 subject instead of adding, (seeing that i only have a month, pratically, to stuff my brain) i still, stubbornly, added another subject so it could mingle around with my other three T_T Wah, terasa baik. HAH dodol pshfrtgh T_T

Sigh, insyaAllah, ill manage :E I have to. Hey, atleast i have one day off? But i still have one very packed day, kalah orang yang working cause atleast they have lunch break ok T_T Dengki betul tau, every sem mesti ada one day yang nak pack je :( Cari orang lain to busykan tak boleh ke T_T lol -.-" Eh tapi terasa special pulak sebab terpilih, ahahah T_T

Pft. Ah, well. Lifes nothing without challenges (ECEYY wahaha) right? >:]

I think i can, i think i can, i think i can!

..Mm not good enough

I KNOW I CAN, I KNOW I CAN, I K N O W I CAN! :D Time to be optimistic&positive, baby. Ho yeah, bring ittttttttt! *holds up both fists while lompat2 depan belakang kiri kanan like a v excited person konon macam dah ready nak bergusti dengan the challenge bahahah what in the world? -.-"*

:) Okay, minds all set. Now, i just need a schedule to follow, woop-pahh!

Schedule? Research? Schedule? Research?

Meh, i should buat a schedule first lah. Not like ill get anything lekat on my brain if i do statistics now T_T Yayy to being optimistic&positive!


:D

PS: Facebook ni macam tau2 je dah start sem, tak bagi bukak, suruh buat kerja. Tak sempat nak reply orang2 tau -.-" Ala tapi so nice macam looking out for mee HAHA wthell lah weyyyBYE


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What if


I find this lady (lol) so fascinating. Yknow the feeling when youre tipping your toes to look through the glass/fenceorwhatevs to get a glimpse of what ever thats behind it is doing? (yknow, like, some exotic animal or something - in case you dont know what im talking about (not that im saying shes like an animal or anything T_T) lol -.-" Shes just so unusual, no? (or could also be mistaken as a little nutty at times :p) You just dont know what to expect from her 8)

I need you, baby.


I love the kid with the huge hair! So cute :> Diversity FTW! :D Flawless aint bad at all, actually they might even be better, but Diversitys cute-r :P (Ya, tau, theres no such word (cuter) biar, nak jugak guna mehehe :D)

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Why youre over there, when you could be right here?



The day you never thought youd live to see has finally arrived - i... worked. MAHAHA. DRAMATIC MUCH? HO YEAH. Okay enough being overly dramatic than necessary.

Kila (or more like Kila's brother?) hooked us up (lol) with a one day job at this event yesterday. We were at the venue by 6 am and finished at 6 pm T_T Its not that bad actually, all we had to do was sit under the tent, and register the families, explain something a little and give them a goodie bag. Unlike the blue colored shirt people who were acting all macho and konon cool sebab theyre the crew. Tu lah, perasan macho lagi, last2 kitorang yang nampak macho :D Muwahaha. Okay, buat2 faham :)

Anyhow, the event was mainly for children under 10 years old and their families lah obviously. So the place was filled with kiddies! They were so cuuuuuuute, i tell you. Some were so pretty (dressed up in dresses macam nak pergi tea party) and some were such stylish dolls with their leggings and shades and others were just plain adorable! Ada a few kiddies yang besar nanti sure hot gila okay :') Hahah.

The thing that i did not understand was why they hired the DJ. I mean, its a family event and theyre playing songs macam lagu Usher yang 'I wanna make love in this club' tu, sexy back, i kissed a girl, all the hip hop/techno songs (and i really do mean ALL) yang kids shouldnt be hearing lah, basically. Sumpah mencorruptkan kanak-kanak T________T

Teruk betul. I felt like throwing something at the DJ bagi dia sedar sikit and tukar to more appropriate songs, pop songs pun jadilah T_T Maine pulak felt like going to the Amcorp Mall yang dekat seberang jalan, buy a cd or two of proper songs and give it to the DJ haha. We concluded that the DJ salah event :) Dah la cakap its Sunday padahal baru Saturday and were at Ampang Park padahal dekat PJ, sah lah sesat -____-"

But its all good fun. I had a laugh :) Not bad for a first :D Mama bising though about not getting the check after the thing. But i dont mind, i went mostly for the fun of it :) In return, i slept for 16 hours :D Wahaha. Now, picture time!



The entrance i suppose, from where i was sitting.


The clowns, menyemak T_T

Maine, trying to distract herself from getting freaked out by the clowns :P


Smiiile :D


Kila


Muka bengang sebab kena cop dengan Elle ahaha


Boringg.




Maine, kena kacau dengan the annoying clown.
(while me, looking sympathetically dekat Maine :P)
Ya, ada satu je clown yang annoying.
I dont know why i find him somewhat familiar :S
(not cause hes a clown lah kaan lol -.-)



The moody clown. Or what ever he was -.-
He didnt really smile, at all.
Made him kinda scary. Dah la mata merah :|
Oh and that little girl was soo comel,
rasa macam nak gigitt pipi :B :D :>








Kila's brother at the back
Cool costume kan?


A gift from Maine's new admirer
Hint : hes annoying
Bahahahahahaa! :p


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Check it boiiiii



BAHAHAH. Funny stufff. Ohh, Justin :')

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Katy Perry has the most awesome music videos with the most wicked costumes, no?


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From this to... ..this. Ah, the power of internet :) Amazing isnt it? lol I sound like someone who just discovered the internet ahah -_-'


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My rooms a mess. Wait, a mess would be an understatement T_T It looks like tempat orang yang pemalas tinggal for protection while waiting for the war to be over hahah wthell -.- But, seriously. Im too lazy to tidy it up. Blegh. Ill do it soon. Pinky promise :D

This blog is full of links and short posts. I miss crapping. I should reconnect with my not so stable side soon! Woots :D -.- :)


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Bitter heart of mine




So pretty. Comel gila the third song! (Okay the melody lah :P) Haha. Finally, something (okay more like someone) we can all be super proud of, yes? :)

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Results will be released in a few daaays - Sunday to be precise. MARI MARI MATI TOGETHERR :D Shit. Thank god ill be busy tomo. And Friday. And maybe on the weekend too, so i wouldnt be that nervous or stressed about it :D :| :[ :)

..I hope. Shit. Now im scared :( AYCARAMBA

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Boy, youre dangerous




Mmmm.. yum :P


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I love Leighton Meester. Shes bloody gorgeous and i think she can sing :) Latest singles; Good Girls Go Bad & Birthday. The Bette Davis Eyes song reminds me of driving to and back from class during first sem (cause it was always on repeat when i was driving lol) T_T I like the songs. The latest singles are catchy and seem fun to sing your heart out with girlfs in the car haha (:


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AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. COMEL GILA THAT LITTLE GIRL. But its so wrong laahh to corrupt the poor little child with the moves weh, shes only four years of aage. T_T


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I feel like banging my head against the wall, aaaaaaahhhhhh T______________T

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Boo hoo!



One Tree Hill never fails to make me cry :( Damn the dramas!


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Awesomeness - Rasa rasa ada tak sesiapa yang nak nyanyikan for me like this? (okay but maybe of a less sappy song) HAHA. Cair terus :'} - Ye, berangan je, salah ke?


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AND, DAMN.


Allison shouldve won! :(