Oh, the dramas

People deceive you. What saddens me the most is when those people are your blood; family. I know every families has issues. Though mine is never ending.

The people you love, has hidden intentions on being nice to you. The people you thought were too nice, arent really nice, actually.

Its sad that ive only known this after all these years.

Whats even more sad? I dont know who i can truly trust anymore.

Hm.

Note to self

Dont assumed that people know-

Ello, mate.

Did you watch the news (TV3) about the form 4 girl who ran away from home? She texted a family member "asal tak siar dkat astro jew? lagi famous blablablabla" along those lines. Lol. I find it funny, and annoying, the 'jew' part, weh please, I cant stand that kind of language, rasa nak lempang T_T

Its saddening how friends become such a huge part of one's life now - well okay, only to most people, teenagers especially - and they would rather hear their thoughts, listen to their opinions rather than their family's. Its totally fine if the friends are good influence, but if otherwise.. you get the picture.

Of course we need friends, but it doesnt mean you have to depend on them. How sure are you that theyre gonna stick with you through the tough times? What happens if they ditch you and you have no one to go to anymore cause you ditch your family for them? But i guess most people would set their issues aside when in comes to families, no matter how much you screwed them over, theyre still your flesh and blood. Okay, it depends. lol

Mehh. Tetiba je talk about this. I just wanted to share the girl's text :P Haha.

Bottom line, appreciate your family. Simple. (:

Marshmallow

Poor kiddies, so cute! :P

Somethings amiss

Somehow, it doesnt feel like its going to be Eid soon. :/


Anyhow, Happy Eid Mubarak! xx

TripleOhNine

Yeealloww! ..


. ..yes, Im very much alive lol.


EH, ITS BEEN A MONTH ALREADY? Wah, so sad. I feel bad for neglecting this poor blog of mine. .. . ... ..Mehhh

So lets do a quick recap, shall we?

- Been kind of busy with school. Piles of work and stress aside, I actually enjoy it :)

- Spend most of my time online for school work (okay fine, and some of this and that - what can I say? Im easily distracted -_-) . So on my free time Id catch up with my beauty sleep which isnt really much. My room & car desperately need some cleanin' yo T_T

- I have one more class and then hello midsem break! :D Wee hoo!

- OH OH OHHH. AND MY LITTLE MAN TURNED UNO!

HAIH, COMEL NYA AWAK.

And he can walk now! Well, if you call waddling, walking then, hes good! lol. Kiddings, I love you butterball :D Dah lah jalan pun tak stable lagi, ada hati nak panjat turun semua benda macam dah besar sangat -_-"

Exhibit 01 - Merempit -_____-
NASIB BAIK DIRI AND "BIKE" COMEL.

So that is basically it. Nothing much ey -.- I miss Arslan. And I miss my someone. (Even though dua2 tak sampai seminggu pun tak jumpa gila mengada mehehehehe) SO TILL THEN.

EH OH. CANT WAIT TO BAKE RAYA COOKIES! :D (kecoh lagi tak boleh? Boleh. Okshattap) I miss baking. Hopefully i wont set the oven on fire. Yes, it has been that long. Okay fine, i exaggerated a little :P CIAO!

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Something random lol

Hearts will hold

Killer headaches are back and theyre much more torturous than i could remember. Lol that sounds like a catch phrase or okay more like a monologue from a movie/telly series that would have mysterious background music and if theres horrible acting involved, there would be some overdone eyebrow rising action right there, or something along those lines. ..Waitwha? Am I making any sense? I don’t know, my brains not really functioning well at the mo. Okay, I should stop talking rubbish -.- Meheh.

AAAAH. I dont know why ive been getting headaches almost everyfrigginday now. So i tend to sleep it off. In return, i wouldnt get anything done T_T Haih.

Is it normal to get headaches as often as i do? Is there something wrong with my brain? Am i dying anytime soon? Just checkin' T_T Mana tau if i need to write a will ke apa HAha :P Okay not funny -_- Bah. I feel another headache comin' my waaaaaay. Bye :)

Its about time

Its nice to be with family and relatives, its been awhile. I was greeted with surprised faces at first, but then they turned into heart-warming smiles. Mm twas nice :)

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Kak Wai: Kehendak sendiri ke, boyf suruh?
Me: Kehendak sendiri. Takde boyf dah (T-T)

Say whatever you want, think whatever you want. Bottom line, its not because i was forced to, its not because someone asked me to, its not because im starting my degree real soon, its not about all that.

Its for myself. My faith, my belief. And i am happy :)

Headache

Weh. I dont feel like doing anything. AT ALL.

I dont know whats wrong with me T_T

Haih.

The results out. But cant check it for some reason. Meh, ill just check it tomo.

A wee bit worried, but honestly, not really. I dont feel anything.

I hate this feeling.

I dont even feel like posting this.

Meh.

Im still very grateful and happy about the news. I can already feel the pressure. I need to study my butt off. And set my priorities straight.

Haih.

I feel bad for ignoring peoples calls and texts. I just dont feel like talking/using the phone. I dont feel like doing anything -.- Will get back to you when i am okay.

Okay.. Bye.

I am done. For real this time.

It doesnt mean if something happened, you can easily, immediately make a certain conclusion to it.

How can you make a conclusion without exactly knowing the problem? What if you make a conclusion based on your assumption? Isnt that bias?

I know youre just saying it to ease your heart, to ease your pain that i caused. But deep down im sure you know its not true. I know that you know its not true.

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Almost a year ago, ive written somewhere that I believe in God and His plans. Of course, i still do. And so, i leave it to Him. I did my part. Now, peace, please come to me.

Lol i sound like im gonna die or something -.- Hmm, i feel calm already :)

Cheers to my title & the change thatll soon happen. I cant wait, honestly :)

It was magic

Earlier this month, this ad came out. Now, watch the interview. HAAAAAAAAAAHA SO CUTE! The crying part just kills me x'D I love Tom :') Mahahahaha.

Youll never

This place lacks of something dont you think? Well i have something, or okay more like someone, that can sure fill that void. Guess whooooo :D

No, no, its not me -.- Okay maybe you didnt even guess it was me but hey i enjoy being perasan once in awhile. (Ehem, once in awhile ke? :P Haha) Okok, enough talking gibberish.

OH HAAAIII
Miss me? I know you do. Cause i know my Auntie sure does! :D

Mehehe. Muka macam dipaksa ambik gambar.
Macam dalam hati hes saying "okay laa, ambik lah gambarr, nak sangatt ha, haih, penat tau nii"
or,
he could also be saying "hmmm, what a weird aunt i have...."
Haha -_-' okok dah, TOO LONG.
*No babies were forced to do anything during the process of this post, sekian terima kasih*

Its been awhile since ive been/sounded like a crazy aunt. LETS CHANGE THAT. Hahah -.-" Aww, i miss baby Arslaan. He came over the other day, obviously with my sister in law, ingat apa -.- Anyhow, he seemed like he didnt recognize me :( How sad, its only been a few weekss, how could youu, butterballll. Mahaha whatthe tetiba emo lebih T_T Hohoh. Maybe because my hairs shorter, maybe because he was sick and annoyed. Awwh. Well hopefully will be seeing him this weekend :>

PS: I cant stand people who think they are very attractive. I mean fine, good self confidence but to kind of brag about it on the internet? Aint so attractive :)

PPS: Im getting dizzy with all this sniffin' T-T

Believe

Summary: Wasnt feeling well, watched movies the whole day! :D Guess the movies -_- lol. Meh, too lazy to type/talk about anything. Not even captions. Oh god, ive lost the will to crap o_o

Haha -_-"


PS: You should watch Knowing. I like that movie a lot. Quite intense. The last part was awesome. Cant help but to imagine the same would happen :| But the kiddies part was, weird. lol Other than that, not bad :)

Roger

Mengapa bila mau update, FB terus dengki, tak bagi bukak? -_-




OH AND IM DONE W FINAL. WOOP WOOP.

And so i say to you, this is what i have to do

GUESS WHAT I FOUND. HAAAAAAAAAAHA.

AAAAAAHAHAHA. I REMEMBER THIS VIDEO. AND THE SONG. THEIR FACES. HOMY THEIR HAIRSTYLES WAHAHAHA OKOK I SHOULD LAY OFF THE CAPSLOCK. Mehehe. I think this is one awesome way to cheer oneself up ;D I mean, cmonnnn? Hoho.

Okok, last one. Muehehe. I loved this song&video when i was younger -_- lol


YA. I refuse to leave the 90s (okay well atleast yknow as in the songs i listen to -_-) AH MEMORIES :')

Youre not sorry

One down. Three more to go T_T Mari die? :)


PS: Love them :) YES IM STILL NOT OVER IT JUST YET :P

PPS: SRK :'< Sigh.

PPPS: Dear self, SNAP OUT OF IT, YES?

Im just a person, but you cant take it

Dah2 lah tu. Pergi lah kacau jiwa orang lain T-T


(Mymyy, ayaaattt wahaahaha)



Hms. :(

Dont wanna hear your sad songs, I dont wanna feel your pain

Ive been listening to some oldschool tunes lately :D Okay fine, not that old :P Okok, lemme rephrase that.

Ive been listening to 90s tunes lately :D AKA the BOYBANDS ERA! HAAA! N'sync in particular. Only cause the BSB's tunes are all messed up and i havent looked for other boybands yet :p

BAHAHAHAHAHA. I loved this video! :p Nick's mushroom-ish hair, face expressions yang mintak penampar = ahahahahaha. But you gotta admit, their songs were and still are catchy :P Man, brings back memories ;D

SAME GOES TO THIS! Ahahahahaha. Awww, Justin's maggie-ish haiiir! XP AHAHA. Haaaa! :'D Haih :P Been listening to this song on repeat for a few days now 8) okay and others too.

I miss the 90s tunes! Theyre nice to hear (tidak memeningkan), nice to sing alonggg, appropriate. Okay so most of them about falling in or outta love -.- but hey, better than most some computer-fied/digitalized rubbish songs that theyre playing/still keep on producing(which feels like a trend now ey?) about making love through the pc. Okay fine, 'kiss through the phone, making love in the club, etc' mehh, potato, patato lol -_-'

Sure the new tunes are all catchy and makes you wanna par-tay but i find them too overly done. Bring back proper tunes, man!


PS: I want you back. Ahahahaha.

Round is foxy

Today was filled with giggles, laughters and 'no-im-not-with-them' moments :P I had a blast, thank you lovelies! I needed it :) Now, i can study in peace. No more stress.

Well.. For now, atleast ;P Hihi.


OH. AND I LOVE PEACHES! AND BUCK! Mahahaha :D

You dance & sing

Awwww the kiddies were so cuuute!

Sorry, couldnt help it hoho. I should start bloging about something else now T-T lol