Wtf

EWW

First rant

Geez, i gotta stop doing this firsts thing T_T Btw i like this smiley/emoticon(?) T_T Looks like youre crying a river or something T___T Hahah. Oh, back to my ranting.

Did you watch the news?

Did you? Did you?

Sigh, where should i start? I swear to god i. Can. Not. Stand. These fuss over PPSMI. Statistics show that majority think its best and majority of students are coping well. But the problem here is, why the feck are all these old men yang sibuk2? Your time has passed, dont burden ours with your _ opinions goddamnit. Cakap nanti lupa bahasa kebangsaan lah, budak2 susah nak belajar lah. Excuses. People would never, like really, NEVER, forget their mother tongue. Lain lah kalau five year olds pindah ikut their parents to overseas and live there for years, tu memang lah kut. Ni kita yang duduk kat Malaysia ni, hari2 cakap bahasa melayu, even though we still speak english every now and then doesnt mean were forgetting our bahasa kebangsaan. Diorang ni tak fikir ke, they are making themselves look foolish.

Nak cakap budak2 susah nak belajar in English? Memang lah, dah nama budak2, they will learn. I bet theyre saying maths is really hard, regardless in what language. So, nak tukar maths? Cuba pergi tanya college students ke, or even young adults who are working. I bet their gonna agree with PPSMI. Why wouldnt they? It would only make their, our, lives easier. In university, most of the subjects are in english, tak ke susah kena belajar balik just because before this you learnt it in bahasa so its kind of hard to fully understand and explain? (they should teach accounting and economics in English as well in my opinion! T_T) As for young adults, i think it would be better if this program had been done muuch earlier. Besides making it easier to learn in higher education, itll help in being fluent in English as well. Tengok lah sekarang, semua nak orang yang can speak english je. Okay, maybe not all lah, but almost all. Kalau English tak okay, but can speak mandarin/cantonese, no problem. Cause lets face it, tak ramai orang melayu yang ada company besar2. Kalau ada pun they still want their workers to be fluent in English.

Besides that, nak compare Malaysia dengan China, Jepun, German, France etc (no offense)? I mean, like T___T ?!?!?! Yes, diorang maju and guna their bahasa kebangsaan as bahasa perantaraan. First, tengok lah their country besar mana, second, tengoklah their rakyat macam mana, third, tengoklah their technology. Macam mana lah tak maju? Kita ada apa? Nak belajar science and maths pun susah, ni nak sibuk2 jadikan Malaysia maju with bahasa kebangsaan. Memang tak lah kut? Geez, i am so bothered by this, i find it bloody stupid lah okay T_T

Ah, i know this all about politics, but really? Using future generations' education as an opportunity, as a platform, for you to use it against your opponent cause youre not satisfied with some things? Are you that selfish? THE FUTURE GENERATIONs', THE FUTURE LEADERs', education is on the line. (I know im making it sound like its the matter of life or death, i know it wont kill them if the kementerian decided to change back to bahasa, but im just saying, itll only make their lives easier, whats so bad about that?)

I miss Tun Mahathir T_T Okay even though i was kind of young to understand politics when he was in charge, i could still remember being captivated by his speeches etc. Ive never been captivated with speeches regarding politics since then :/ Eh, except for Umi's theories :) I. Love. Her. :)

Haih, politics. Im actually scared of the future, our politics, where, how we will be. Melayu sekarang suka cari pasal je entah kenapa. Kalau cari pasal dengan orang bukan melayu yang cari pasal dengan diorang dulu tu okay lagi lah. Ni tak, cari pasal dengan kaum sendiri jugak. Pelik betul. Tak pasal2 orang melayu yang lain pulak yang kena label. And kalau ya pun nak fight for what YOU think is right, tak payah lah guna nama Islam. Like Ayun said on one of her post regarding this issue. Sumpah memalukan. Dah la fakta tak betul, sebab tak semestinya if you think its right, it is really right, in this case, memang tak betul pun. Macam suicide bombers lah. Konon jihad, padahal tekan one switch terus letupkan innocent children, women, people. Jihad apa tu? -Okay, sebelum terpesong lagi mendalam-

Haih, macam mana lah orang tak cakap, "ha, biasalah, melayu" or, "erk, fikiran melayu betul" or, "oh orang yang berfikiran melayu memang macam tu, takkan maju punya".

SALAHKAN ORANG-ORANG MACAM MEREKA okay?


Urgh.

Distracted

O HAAIIIIII!

(Oh and sila click on the photo to see how comel he really is :D). Ha~ My butterball :> ANYhoo.

The 0's above my post titles, the comment links, are so annoying. And i dunno how to fix it. Too lazy to deal with HTMLs right now T_T Memeningkan tau tak? Ah, well.

Hm. I like Britney Spears' rendition, its catchy. But i prefer Joanna Pacitti's vocals, (um, duh) makes the song more beautiful :')

Im not really sure why i created this blog. Just a place where i could write about random and crappy things, i guess. I have another one actually. But only a few people has the privilege to read it. (CEYYY, konon hebat sgt hahah -_-") Nahh, the other one has personal things, emo things (but i still have my cuckoo moments over there). So i wanna have a happy place, brighter place. But wait, then itll make the other one my sad place (wth? lol). I dont want to have a sad place, pretty sure itll not only make me sad but the people who read them as well (which ive already achieved without even making it my 'sad place' cause yknow this one wasnt created yet....ah, shows you how my life is ey), well thats not good now is it T_T

Ah, first blog crisis :') Haha bodoh gila. Ahh, ill figure it out eventually.

Eh, back to the topic. I guess, its a place for another side of me most people havent got the chance to see. Not that i want you to see my other side. I mean, im doing this for myself. Im not gonna ask you to read my blog, im not the most interesting person yknow, real life lagi lah kut haha but seriously o_o Okay, whats up with me and 'but seriously'? Nothing else to say ka T_T okay dah terpesong kejap, again.

I think ive become more and more quiet these past few years and i blame no one but myself. So, i express more in words (is that so wrong? :( ) rather than in person (which i am working on if i might add), so there.

I dont even freakin' know if i made any sense/point haha, adoii -_-"

So, wut-eVverrr *shows hand while making muka yg minta penampar*

Er.... Yeah... .... .. .

...What the feck, indeed :)

Earth Hour

Its dark...

Im bored..

And Mama is hogging the telly..

AF is on..

And i cant do much about it..

I cant stand this show !! T_T

I shouldve gone out or something. ..

To think about it, ive just been told that im not allowed to drive alone at night..

And if i really have to go somewhere, my parents would come with. Haha.

But seriously.. o_o

Up and running

FINALLY. It took me ages (okay, exaggerated a little there :P) to find a blog template that i like, then i had to tweak it a little here and there. Thank god for all those myspace years, i wasnt as clueless as i thought i would be with HTMLs :P

Why the heck am i crapping about this in my first post?!

Wah.. First post. I feel like there should be a ribbon cutting ceremony or, or, something GRAND! HAha.
..But im serious


This blog will be filled with random and crappy things, as you can prolly see.. :)



...I think this could be the start of a beautiful friendship :'}

HAHA. wthell. Oh and i meant this blog and i. Okay im gonna stop crapping now BYE