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Taking chances



I miss my little footballer ):
(Hes wearing mix kit 'cause the MU shorts is a little too big lol)

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GLEE




 


Funny show (:

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Pixar







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Mengambil kesempatan untuk berskema



1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
Masih kekasih saya? :D

2. Saya sedang mendengar:
Brick by boring brick oleh Paramore :P

3. Mungkin saya patut:
Mula merancang apa yang saya hendak buat secara serius dalam hidup saya. Baiklah (okay), sebenarnya saya dah tahu apa yang saya mahu buat, cuma saya perlu merancang nya semua dengan teliti! (wth)

4. Saya suka :
Makan :D

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
Semuanya baik and cantik belaka ;P

6.Saya tak paham:
Kenapa negara kita tak ada penjagaan perubatan universal(universal health care)! (terpengaruh dengan filem Sicko)

7.Saya kehilangan :
Duit akibat membeli belah secara atas talian (online wth)

8.Ramai yang berkata :
"Awak tengah cuti eh?" Baiklah, lebih kepada bertanya sebenarnya.

9. Makna nama saya :
Yang di pilih. Iya, termasuk situasi yang kurang baik (kadang kala). Contoh, dipilih untuk menjadi antara orang yang pertama kehadapan untuk membentang tugasan -_-"

10.Cinta itu adalah :
Indah XD

11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
Senyum seorang diri di depan komputer peribadi seperti orang kurang sedikit siuman.

12.Saya akan cuba :
Menjayakan diri saya dalam bidang perniagaan! (InsyaAllah)

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
Sehingga akhir waktu (end of time wth)

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
Adalah sangat berguna!

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
Saya akan terus menuju ke telefon bimbit yang mengejutkan saya (dan kemudian kembali ke pangkuan katil wth).

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
Melihat remaja2 sekarang yang perasan kacak bergaya lagi macho/cantik bergaya lagi menawan walaupun masih sedang menunggu kedatangkan akil baligh (WTH)

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
Acara untuk meraikan sesuatu istimewa tapi kini(CEY ingat ni karangan apa weh -.-) sudah menjadi suatu kebiasaan. Bukan? (CEY CEY wth -__-)

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
Arnab-arnab ternakan(daripada 1 setengah pasang (3 ekor lol), mereka berkembang sehingga lebih kurang 6 pasang pada kemuncak zaman kegemilangan mereka wth) ketika waktu kecil.

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
Peringkat umur remaja.

20.Hari ini :
Saya pergi berkelah bersama keluarga di Sungai Tua aka Ulu Yam!

21.Malam ini saya akan :
Cuba memikirkan tentang masa depan saya sambil berguling2 di atas katil - seperti biasa

22.Esok pula saya akan :
Mengemas bilik yang makin berselerak dan mula merancang masa hadapan! (Cey wth -.-)

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
Duit. (Saya bukan mata duitan lol)

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
Saya berkata dalam hati "TSK, MESTI BERSOLEK SEDIKIT SUPAYA TIDAK KELIHATAN SEPERTI GIKNEVJNBSLKNFIW" wth

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
Saya nak kedai makanan yang sedap2 belaka boleh?

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
Makanan Barat DAN Jepun! :D

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
Bilik yang terang walaupun saya mempunyai ganguan tidur(sleeping disorder lol) - imaginasi saya susah dikawal

28.Makanan segera adalah :
Sedap tetapi tidak baik untuk kesihatan! wth -.-

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
"Saya rind...." -talian terputus akibat kekurangan kredit ):

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
AA, Ayun, Kila, Ateeka, Nadira R.(wherever you are -.- your blog i mean lol), Amira N., dan sesiapa yang bosan!

(BM - FAIL)

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The eff?





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Thats what you get



Ive told you Philippinos are amazing singers. I thought the girl was lip-syncing. Ha. She sounds almost exactly like Hayley, no? 8)

Okay enough messing around, back to studying T_T

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Weirdo



...I truly am. Despite the fact that im totally aware of it but i just realized how much of a weirdo i really am. Ha -_-

I was too caught up in worrying about my assignment and studying for my final, i forgot to eat my lunch. Like seriously, it didnt come to my mind at all. -_____________-" No wonder i was tired even though i didnt do much. I even dreamt about eating when i decided to take a short nap cause i was feeling lethargic ahahahaha. Thank you boyf whom asked me if i have eaten, if not i think itll take me a little longer to realize that i should get something to eat -.- Do'oh! (Homer Simps style)

Woop. Off to do assignment and study for final T_T

*Away till further notice ... -_-"

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Feck off



Penat.
Geram.
Rasa macam nak tumbuk something yang akan menyakitkan.
Geram.
Finals in two friggin weeks. Nice timing.
GERAM GILA FFT LAH WOI.
Serious ffffft i feel like slapping someone silly.
EEEEEEEERGH.
CURSECURSECURSECURSE.

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WHAT?



HALLOOO, HAIIIIIII! *JUMPS & WAVES VIGOROUSLY LIKE AN ANNOYING 'FRIEND' THAT YOU ACTUALLY DONT LIKE AND TRY YOUR HARDEST TO AVOID HAVING ANY CONTACT WITH*

OHMIGOD DAH LAMA KITA TAK JUMPAA. NI HAO MAAA? WO HOPE NI HEN HAOO! (MENTANG2 BARU BELAJAR MANDARIN DENGAN PERTOLONGAN HONG KIN; PROVIDER KATA2 BARU IN MANDARIN SERTA THE MEANING LAH KAN TO ME AND BASIT EVERYDAY COMEL KAN KAMI? PS/ 'HOPE' IN MANDARIN TAK BELAJAR LAGI SO ENGLISH SUDEH LOL)

WAAAAH. I THINK THIS HAS BEEN THE LONGEST IVE BEEN AWAY FROM THE BLOGGING WORLD KAN KANN? OMG, MISS ME TAK? AHAHA. WHY AM I STILL SHOUTING? SAJA, BIAR, RASA MACAM PERLU HEE.

OMG (NI DAH KE BERAPA KALI NAK CAKAP? MEHEH) I HAVE SO MUCH TO UPDATE! (LAH SANGAT EHEH -_-) I ACTUALLY WANTED TO POST UP PICTURES OF RAYA SEMUA OKAY TAPI TAK KESAMPAIAN ):

HOPEFULLY ILL GET TO POST UP SOME PICTURES. I NEED TO DO SCHOOL WORK FIRST T_T

Okok, i think youre prolly tired of screaming in your head as you read this post (or am i the only one who does that? Reading capital words/sentences like im screaming. No? Im the only loon ey? Ah well. I know you still miss me :P) Ill update soon. Pinky promise!

xx

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GO AWAY



Why? Me? Why me? Cant you go 'hempap' anyone else?! Preferably atleast not anyone thats in this house. Its been quite some time, im starting to question myself. A part of my sane-ness in particular. Im no loon ):

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-




Sick people. (And THEY'RE ALL PARENTS!? Twisted, man.)


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Oh, the dramas



People deceive you. What saddens me the most is when those people are your blood; family. I know every families has issues. Though mine is never ending.

The people you love, has hidden intentions on being nice to you. The people you thought were too nice, arent really nice, actually.

Its sad that ive only known this after all these years.

Whats even more sad? I dont know who i can truly trust anymore.

Hm.

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Note to self






Dont assumed that people know-




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Ello, mate.



Did you watch the news (TV3) about the form 4 girl who ran away from home? She texted a family member "asal tak siar dkat astro jew? lagi famous blablablabla" along those lines. Lol. I find it funny, and annoying, the 'jew' part, weh please, I cant stand that kind of language, rasa nak lempang T_T

Its saddening how friends become such a huge part of one's life now - well okay, only to most people, teenagers especially - and they would rather hear their thoughts, listen to their opinions rather than their family's. Its totally fine if the friends are good influence, but if otherwise.. you get the picture.

Of course we need friends, but it doesnt mean you have to depend on them. How sure are you that theyre gonna stick with you through the tough times? What happens if they ditch you and you have no one to go to anymore cause you ditch your family for them? But i guess most people would set their issues aside when in comes to families, no matter how much you screwed them over, theyre still your flesh and blood. Okay, it depends. lol

Mehh. Tetiba je talk about this. I just wanted to share the girl's text :P Haha.

Bottom line, appreciate your family. Simple. (:

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Marshmallow




Poor kiddies, so cute! :P


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Somethings amiss




Somehow, it doesnt feel like its going to be Eid soon. :/


Anyhow, Happy Eid Mubarak! xx


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TripleOhNine



Yeealloww! ..


. ..yes, Im very much alive lol.


EH, ITS BEEN A MONTH ALREADY? Wah, so sad. I feel bad for neglecting this poor blog of mine. .. . ... ..Mehhh

So lets do a quick recap, shall we?

- Been kind of busy with school. Piles of work and stress aside, I actually enjoy it :)

- Spend most of my time online for school work (okay fine, and some of this and that - what can I say? Im easily distracted -_-) . So on my free time Id catch up with my beauty sleep which isnt really much. My room & car desperately need some cleanin' yo T_T

- I have one more class and then hello midsem break! :D Wee hoo!

- OH OH OHHH. AND MY LITTLE MAN TURNED UNO!

HAIH, COMEL NYA AWAK.

And he can walk now! Well, if you call waddling, walking then, hes good! lol. Kiddings, I love you butterball :D Dah lah jalan pun tak stable lagi, ada hati nak panjat turun semua benda macam dah besar sangat -_-"

Exhibit 01 - Merempit -_____-
NASIB BAIK DIRI AND "BIKE" COMEL.


So that is basically it. Nothing much ey -.- I miss Arslan. And I miss my someone. (Even though dua2 tak sampai seminggu pun tak jumpa gila mengada mehehehehe) SO TILL THEN.

EH OH. CANT WAIT TO BAKE RAYA COOKIES! :D (kecoh lagi tak boleh? Boleh. Okshattap) I miss baking. Hopefully i wont set the oven on fire. Yes, it has been that long. Okay fine, i exaggerated a little :P CIAO!

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Hearts will hold



Killer headaches are back and theyre much more torturous than i could remember. Lol that sounds like a catch phrase or okay more like a monologue from a movie/telly series that would have mysterious background music and if theres horrible acting involved, there would be some overdone eyebrow rising action right there, or something along those lines. ..Waitwha? Am I making any sense? I don’t know, my brains not really functioning well at the mo. Okay, I should stop talking rubbish -.- Meheh.

AAAAH. I dont know why ive been getting headaches almost everyfrigginday now. So i tend to sleep it off. In return, i wouldnt get anything done T_T Haih.

Is it normal to get headaches as often as i do? Is there something wrong with my brain? Am i dying anytime soon? Just checkin' T_T Mana tau if i need to write a will ke apa HAha :P Okay not funny -_- Bah. I feel another headache comin' my waaaaaay. Bye :)

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Its about time



Its nice to be with family and relatives, its been awhile. I was greeted with surprised faces at first, but then they turned into heart-warming smiles. Mm twas nice :)

***

Kak Wai: Kehendak sendiri ke, boyf suruh?
Me: Kehendak sendiri. Takde boyf dah (T-T)

Say whatever you want, think whatever you want. Bottom line, its not because i was forced to, its not because someone asked me to, its not because im starting my degree real soon, its not about all that.

Its for myself. My faith, my belief. And i am happy :)

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Headache



Weh. I dont feel like doing anything. AT ALL.

I dont know whats wrong with me T_T

Haih.

The results out. But cant check it for some reason. Meh, ill just check it tomo.

A wee bit worried, but honestly, not really. I dont feel anything.

I hate this feeling.

I dont even feel like posting this.

Meh.

Im still very grateful and happy about the news. I can already feel the pressure. I need to study my butt off. And set my priorities straight.

Haih.

I feel bad for ignoring peoples calls and texts. I just dont feel like talking/using the phone. I dont feel like doing anything -.- Will get back to you when i am okay.

Okay.. Bye.