Okay, I was suppose to be doing this 30 day challenge thing on Tumblr (yes, I am that jobless) but I find it too, wordy to post there, and so I decided to dump it all here. I also missed a couple of days, well okay weeks, OKAY almost the whole 30 day thing - fail. Anyways so heres all that Ive missed. God, I really should find more productive things to do. Ahhh, well.
Day 01 Your current relationship, If single discuss how single life is
Day 02 Where you'd like to be in 10 years
In 10 years, Ill be 31 o_O anyways, I know it is typical and corny but in ten years, Id like to be happily married, with a baby or two. I love children and I cant wait to have my own. Career wise, Id hope to be somewhat used to the field, in other words, I hope by then I would know where exactly I am and where Im heading to. And hopefully, Id somewhat be financially stable.
Day 03 Your views on drugs and alcohol
I find people who depends on/take them to look cool and _ is beyond stupid. Your problems/feelings/everything will not magically disappear or, fine it may feel so for a little while but they will be right up your nose when you re sober, honey. Plus, you ll die sooner. (:
Day 04 Your views on religion
Religion is a sensitive subject.
Anyways to me, Islam is utmost beautiful.
I dont get why people tend to make it so complicated though.
It is suppose to be simple.
Yknow 'cause in the end, it will be just you and God.
Day 05 A time you thought about ending your own life
Hm.. Well this is personal. Um, lets see. I was really young, and I was going through something - health wise, so no, it was not a boy, and no, my family did not have a problem or what ever. So Ill just leave it at that, yes? Again, no, Im not suicidal anymore. I have a long depressing post on this but too bad its on my personal blog. Wow, that makes it sound better, doesnt it? Okay well heres a snippet of it (I have way too much free time, dont I. ..),
.. Now, i am definately wiser. I have faith. I believe in God and His plans. I accept His challenges and everything that He has in store for me. (Plus, i dont want to be burn in hell).
I wrote that a long time ago okay. Moving on.
Day 06 Write 30 interesting facts about yourself
Okay, lets scratch that interesting part okay?
Well.. 30 facts is a lot :/ Oh heck
1. I like baking
2. I like bunnies
3. Ive always wanted a cat
4. I LOVE babies
5. I cant stand stupidity or any kind of _ for that matter
6. Im rather shy
7. I can be random
8. My preference to text/call someone depends on whom it may concern
9. I love FRIENDS, but I never knew how it turned out in the end. Which I will, less than 2 seasons left! -_-"
10. I dont mind staying at home most if not all the time, I dont get bored/feel as if Im trapped
11. Im not fond of clowns thanks to Stephen King's It movie - Scarred me for life, man -.-"
12. I love swimming but havent in years.
13. I couldnt sleep with the lights off for, quite sometime now.
14. I dont drink much when Im eating, only after.
15. I dont like to do the dishes much heh
16. I actually like to be active, physically, but yeah, thats just a pipe dream -.-"
17. Im easily intimidated. Like a bunny -.-
18. I love food but cant seem to gain weight as Id like to
19. Ive never dyed my hair
20. Im comfortable with loose clothes
21. Driving stresses me most of the time
22. I can be really paranoid sometimes especially when Im on the way to Uni in KL cause of all the cases :/
23. I cant cook malay dishes, I need to take classes for that -.-
24. I dont curse. At, all.
25. I dont watch telly much besides from DVD/USB
26. Id rather be cold then hot
27. I love beach, the smell of the ocean
28. People usually think Im not friendly at all cause Im rather quiet at first. Not a very good first impression I must say
29. I think Im part sloth, I can lie down for hours on the couch, being lazy and content.
30. I love looking up in the sky, reminds me of how small I am/my problems, if Ive any, are.
Day 07 Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality
My zodiac sign is Capricorn and I dont know anything about it except how it looks like so, I dont know if it fits my personality. I dont believe in zodiacs. I read them for fun sometimes though.
Day 08 A moment you felt most satisfied with you life
When I decided to cover my head and wear hijab permanently. Ive never been more satisfied and happy ((':
Day 09 How you hope your future will be like
I hope it wouldnt be as bumpy as Id expected but then again, I dont mind the challenges and obstacles, its just another kind of opportunity. Hopefully, insyaAllah, things, life, will go on smoothly.
Day 10 Discuss your first love and first kiss
Ill just pick the former to discuss, yes? Ah, first love. Well, It lasted for about 5 years or so. Yes, I guess it was long, I got that from people everytime, it didnt felt that long though. I find it funny, looking back. Anyhow, things were pretty cool at first and then somewhere along the way things got rather serious and, it wasnt really that fun anymore. Of course we were mad head over heels for each other but twas kind of more on the obsessive side which is not really healthy to either of us. Weve been through a heck lot. What ever it is, Im not regretful, quite the opposite really. It somewhat made me who I am today, no?
Day 11 Put you Ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up
Rain - Priscilla Ahn
Im in here - Sia
My Skin - Natalie Merchant
Earth Song - Michael Jackson
You came to me - Sami Yusuf
Pretend - Lights
Maid with the flaxen hair - Richard Stoltzman
You take my troubles away - Rachel Yamagata & Dan Wilson
Hemorrhage (In my hands) - Fuel
Always be there - Maher Zain
Day 12 Bullet you whole Day
I woke up today feeling very disoriented, Im guessing its cause I snoozed my alarm one too many times Ive gotten confuse on what time I should really be up. I literally needed to stand still, half asleep and all, trying to make some sense lol. A minute or two later, I took my shower and got on with the ritual for getting ready. After I was done, looked at the time and realized I still have a lot of time to check on the bunnies. And so I went downstairs and out, found the four of them were waiting by the door for their breakfast. I fed them, change their drinking water and cleaned up abit.
Papa was out playing golf so I had to take a cab to the LRT station, I wouldve driven, but I have classes from 9am to 6pm and I wasnt going to waste my money on the ridiculously priced parking fee. And so I waited for the cab, it was already 8 and I was a tad bit scared I was going to be late. Just as I wanted to change my mind about driving to Uni, the cab arrived.
After realizing that I left my keys in Papa's car (I ran to my room several times, one cause I forgot something, another cause I forgot money and another to find the keys I thought I left in my handbag) and there was only one bunch of house keys left, I somehow locked myself out, well in a way, the gate was still closed so I couldnt go in nor out -_-" Called the house to ask Mama to open the gate and finally I was off.
The traffic was so bad and I wasnt even on the big road yet, then something was up with the cab, the driver said that something had worn off, he kept postponing on changing it and yadayadayada, I wanted to just get off, home and drive to Uni but the guy said that the car can still move its just that it cant really stop and that scared me a little -.- But thankfully, Ive arrived safely to the station. So I somewhat rushed and got into the train.
Arrived at the other station and walked quickly to Uni. Met&hugged Sara before getting into class. The lecturer was already there, and he started talking about the course outline after a short introduction of classmates. 2 hours later, the class finally finished and Sara, Kin & I went downstairs to get coffee because someone was basically half asleep/turned into a zombie and rushed back to the class cause we had back to back with another.
(God, Im tired of writing about this.. LOL ok lemme cut it shorter! Well for the rest of it)
The second class was for like less than half an hour, just a briefing basically before starting the syllabus next week. Then the three of us head to the food court for lunch and joined by Addy. I couldnt finish my meal, somehow I cant each much when Im really hungry, yes I am aware that I am weird&unique, but I still did fill up my tummy just nicely. Anyhow after chit chatting for awhile, we went back to Uni, hang around and started bouncing business ideas around while waiting for class to start.
Went to the last class of the day, the lect seemed nice but yeah, wasnt that fond of him, the jokes got old pretty quickly. After going through the course outline, we were dismissed and I headed to the station with Kin as usual. Arrived at the other, Papa picked me up, went to buy some snack, got back, changed and let the bunnies play while I chilled for a bit, eating pisang goreng and watching FRIENDS lol. Then I went outside to clean and give the lops a little bath. An hour or so after, I went up and freshened myself up. Chilled for awhile, went down to wait for parents with food while watching some annoying movie I could not stand I swear.
Ate dinner, downloaded notes and here I am! *PHEW
THAT was alot. Hey, it says to bullet my whole day. Too bad it happened to be a long one -.- MOVING ON.
Day 13 Somewher you'd like to move or visit
I like to visit Egypt, Saudi Arabia, UK/Scotland and France again, Greece, Switzerland, Japan, and prolly just move to one of them!
Day 14 Your earliest memory
I was with my eldest sister, I was sitting on this, wide railing Im guessing,while my sister holds me obviously and I remember her handing/showing me a flower, its white, im not sure what it is called, I was around 1 year old. How would I know? Cause theres happen to be a picture of it. I dont remember that part though but yeah.
Day 15 Your favorite Tumblrs
http://ffoodd.tumblr.com/
http://leilockheart.me/
http://happythings.tumblr.com/
http://allthingseurope.tumblr.com/
http://fuckyeahfriendscaps.tumblr.com/
..well these are some of them lol
Day 16 Your views on mainstream music
Its getting ridiculous and not in a good way. Everything is about clubbing, drinking, stoning, and sex nowadays. I cant stand them. Bring back 90/80s music!
Day 17 Your highs and lows of this past year
Well, I have to say the lowest is definitely having to pick pieces of myself back up and trying to put things back into perspective after a certain relationship has ended. It was hard, but it made me stronger and Ive never been more proud of myself. Another is when Bombie, pet bunny, died. I miss&love you, Bombie baby ):
The highs, getting Scruffy, Bombie & founding Pixie, Dex and Poppy. Being happy and satisfied with my life without a boy. Getting to visit my sister & family in Cranfield and had the best summer tripp. And having another niece/nephew on the way :D <3
OKAY THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG AND WORDY.
I shall continue in another post *an excuse not to get it all done now lol but hey it is too wordy.
Till then x
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