Headache

Weh. I dont feel like doing anything. AT ALL.

I dont know whats wrong with me T_T

Haih.

The results out. But cant check it for some reason. Meh, ill just check it tomo.

A wee bit worried, but honestly, not really. I dont feel anything.

I hate this feeling.

I dont even feel like posting this.

Meh.

Im still very grateful and happy about the news. I can already feel the pressure. I need to study my butt off. And set my priorities straight.

Haih.

I feel bad for ignoring peoples calls and texts. I just dont feel like talking/using the phone. I dont feel like doing anything -.- Will get back to you when i am okay.

Okay.. Bye.

I am done. For real this time.

It doesnt mean if something happened, you can easily, immediately make a certain conclusion to it.

How can you make a conclusion without exactly knowing the problem? What if you make a conclusion based on your assumption? Isnt that bias?

I know youre just saying it to ease your heart, to ease your pain that i caused. But deep down im sure you know its not true. I know that you know its not true.

*

Almost a year ago, ive written somewhere that I believe in God and His plans. Of course, i still do. And so, i leave it to Him. I did my part. Now, peace, please come to me.

Lol i sound like im gonna die or something -.- Hmm, i feel calm already :)

Cheers to my title & the change thatll soon happen. I cant wait, honestly :)

It was magic

Earlier this month, this ad came out. Now, watch the interview. HAAAAAAAAAAHA SO CUTE! The crying part just kills me x'D I love Tom :') Mahahahaha.

Youll never

This place lacks of something dont you think? Well i have something, or okay more like someone, that can sure fill that void. Guess whooooo :D

No, no, its not me -.- Okay maybe you didnt even guess it was me but hey i enjoy being perasan once in awhile. (Ehem, once in awhile ke? :P Haha) Okok, enough talking gibberish.

OH HAAAIII
Miss me? I know you do. Cause i know my Auntie sure does! :D

Mehehe. Muka macam dipaksa ambik gambar.
Macam dalam hati hes saying "okay laa, ambik lah gambarr, nak sangatt ha, haih, penat tau nii"
or,
he could also be saying "hmmm, what a weird aunt i have...."
Haha -_-' okok dah, TOO LONG.
*No babies were forced to do anything during the process of this post, sekian terima kasih*

Its been awhile since ive been/sounded like a crazy aunt. LETS CHANGE THAT. Hahah -.-" Aww, i miss baby Arslaan. He came over the other day, obviously with my sister in law, ingat apa -.- Anyhow, he seemed like he didnt recognize me :( How sad, its only been a few weekss, how could youu, butterballll. Mahaha whatthe tetiba emo lebih T_T Hohoh. Maybe because my hairs shorter, maybe because he was sick and annoyed. Awwh. Well hopefully will be seeing him this weekend :>

PS: I cant stand people who think they are very attractive. I mean fine, good self confidence but to kind of brag about it on the internet? Aint so attractive :)

PPS: Im getting dizzy with all this sniffin' T-T

Believe

Summary: Wasnt feeling well, watched movies the whole day! :D Guess the movies -_- lol. Meh, too lazy to type/talk about anything. Not even captions. Oh god, ive lost the will to crap o_o

Haha -_-"


PS: You should watch Knowing. I like that movie a lot. Quite intense. The last part was awesome. Cant help but to imagine the same would happen :| But the kiddies part was, weird. lol Other than that, not bad :)

Roger

Mengapa bila mau update, FB terus dengki, tak bagi bukak? -_-




OH AND IM DONE W FINAL. WOOP WOOP.

And so i say to you, this is what i have to do

GUESS WHAT I FOUND. HAAAAAAAAAAHA.

AAAAAAHAHAHA. I REMEMBER THIS VIDEO. AND THE SONG. THEIR FACES. HOMY THEIR HAIRSTYLES WAHAHAHA OKOK I SHOULD LAY OFF THE CAPSLOCK. Mehehe. I think this is one awesome way to cheer oneself up ;D I mean, cmonnnn? Hoho.

Okok, last one. Muehehe. I loved this song&video when i was younger -_- lol


YA. I refuse to leave the 90s (okay well atleast yknow as in the songs i listen to -_-) AH MEMORIES :')

Youre not sorry

One down. Three more to go T_T Mari die? :)


PS: Love them :) YES IM STILL NOT OVER IT JUST YET :P

PPS: SRK :'< Sigh.

PPPS: Dear self, SNAP OUT OF IT, YES?

Im just a person, but you cant take it

Dah2 lah tu. Pergi lah kacau jiwa orang lain T-T


(Mymyy, ayaaattt wahaahaha)



Hms. :(

Dont wanna hear your sad songs, I dont wanna feel your pain

Ive been listening to some oldschool tunes lately :D Okay fine, not that old :P Okok, lemme rephrase that.

Ive been listening to 90s tunes lately :D AKA the BOYBANDS ERA! HAAA! N'sync in particular. Only cause the BSB's tunes are all messed up and i havent looked for other boybands yet :p

BAHAHAHAHAHA. I loved this video! :p Nick's mushroom-ish hair, face expressions yang mintak penampar = ahahahahaha. But you gotta admit, their songs were and still are catchy :P Man, brings back memories ;D

SAME GOES TO THIS! Ahahahahaha. Awww, Justin's maggie-ish haiiir! XP AHAHA. Haaaa! :'D Haih :P Been listening to this song on repeat for a few days now 8) okay and others too.

I miss the 90s tunes! Theyre nice to hear (tidak memeningkan), nice to sing alonggg, appropriate. Okay so most of them about falling in or outta love -.- but hey, better than most some computer-fied/digitalized rubbish songs that theyre playing/still keep on producing(which feels like a trend now ey?) about making love through the pc. Okay fine, 'kiss through the phone, making love in the club, etc' mehh, potato, patato lol -_-'

Sure the new tunes are all catchy and makes you wanna par-tay but i find them too overly done. Bring back proper tunes, man!


PS: I want you back. Ahahahaha.

Round is foxy

Today was filled with giggles, laughters and 'no-im-not-with-them' moments :P I had a blast, thank you lovelies! I needed it :) Now, i can study in peace. No more stress.

Well.. For now, atleast ;P Hihi.


OH. AND I LOVE PEACHES! AND BUCK! Mahahaha :D

You dance & sing

Awwww the kiddies were so cuuute!

Sorry, couldnt help it hoho. I should start bloging about something else now T-T lol

Ill be there

Tiga beranak sibuk watching The Memorial pagi2 buta (hoho).


So sad.

I know your type

Leighton Meesters so purtyy

Bugger off

Penat.

Penat.

Penat.

Penat.

Pening.

Ngantuk.

Penat.

Ngantuk.

Pening.

Penat.

Marketing test.

Statistic test.

Forum.

Finance test.

ONE WEEK.

FINAL.

Die.

Die.

Die.

Die.

Die.

DIE

Amnesia

Mama : Ika. Mama tengok awak ni kurus je... (tone macam concern gila hoho)

Voice in my head : Eh? Tapi rasa macam gained weight? Cit. Habis slama ni gemuk la T_T Haha kidding kidding.

Mama : ...awak fikir pasal apa?

Me : *Macam2 running through my mind but final paling menyerlah T-T*

Me : Mmmmmmmmm..

Mama : ....

Mama : Mmm je?

Me : Mmmmmmmmmm... *fikir fikir lagi*

Hehe. Too many things on my mind lah, tatau nak cerita mana satu. Nak cerita semua macam malas. Haha. Sorry Mama i love you. Nanti kita cerita2 lagi okay :D Haha -.-'

:)

Heal the world

I feel bad i wasnt much of a MJ fan back then. I mean, not that i dont like him or anything, its just that i wasnt really aware of him&his issues etc. Of course lah i knew who he was and all but other than that, i was kind of clueless heh -.-" Ye lah, my zaman dulu (cey konon dah tua ni nak zaman2 dulu) zaman boy bands semua woh kan :P Wahaha.

Eh but anyways, its a shame that i would only remember his music after hearing about his passing. I mean, i remember listening to his songs and watching his videos but i kind of regret i didnt listen more to his music and realize how deep and meaningful they truly are, appreciate that such an amazing individual - that wanted to make a difference and DID - existed. Well, better late than never right?

Anyways, im just fascinated with the whole story. What a pity he had to go through so much in life.

The footage you were never meant to see. (You should watch the other show first)

Part 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

I dont like the reporter. Bloody hypocrite. People like him should get hit by a bus and die. lol that was random. Pft.

Half asleep

Updates? Its been awhile ey? Anyhoo-

Marketing was fun. Presentation went good, thank god we volunteered to go first :D After dah present, masing2 pass around their products to share. Twas like a class party dah, makanmakanmakan -.- Haha.

So one down, one more to go 8)

Damn this sem is draining the life outta me. Tireddddddd ): 2 more weeks, 2 more weeks.

Mehh, not much of an update eh? Ah well. Tired. Bye.

*****

*In the car*
..........
Mama: Oh tadi tak pergi dengan dia ke?
Me: Ha. Dia siapa?
Mama: Boyf dia.
Me: Oh tak.
Mama: Boyf awak?
Me: Kita takde boyf.
Mama: Ha. Bagus2. Kan, Papa?
Mama: Tak payah nak ada boyf2.
Mama: Mama dulu pun takde kawan2..

Then she said something like "kalau ada jodoh, adalah, ye lah takkan kawan2 saja for main2, last2 takde apa2, dulu masa Mama muda2 mana ada main kawan2, buat tak layan je, ish menyesal lah dulu jual mahal, entah kenapa dengan Papa pulak je lain, kan Papa kaan?"

HAhaha. Comel lah Mama ni, tetiba pulak tu :P

*****

Poor guy. "..How ignorant is that? I cant even grow a beard now?" LOL

You should watch the whole thing; Part 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

The shows a little bias (blame the reporter! How can the whole world not think of the guy in such negative ways if not for this kind of people eh?). And i know there are some parts that seem a little off but it depends on how you see it. Nonetheless, he seemed so nice, soft and pure. RIP.