I..

... ..CANT STAND THE AWKWARDNESS AHHHHHHHH

..Its killing me T_T

Aware

So the other day Papa emailed me about something that happened recently. I wanted to forward the mail to everyone in my contacts but im too lazy to type out all the adds as you cant really tick the contacts all at once on hotmail :S - well atleast i cant seem to find a way -_-" So i decided to post it up here instead, hoping that some of you would read it - which i doubt but ill give it a shot :S

For those who feel safe in the daytime ...
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Close shave

This morning at about 9:25am, I was driving alone, along USJ 11/1G and I was driving very slowly because of a road hump and as I looked right, I saw a Chinese man on a motorbike right next to me and he was about to take a weapon from underneath his shirt to attack me. I could not see if it was a pistol, a knife or a hammer and all I could do at that time was to honk continuously. The loud honk caused him to turn away and I sped off, drove straight to the shops nearby and rang Chief Inspector Loi. I was only thinking of the next person he would be after in the neighbourhood and so I rang SJ Alert to notify the residents. I hope his motive was robbery and not something else. I thank God for keeping me safe. Please observe your surroundings at all times and be alert.

Posted by Hannah Yeoh, Selangor Assemblywoman

I dont usually believe in forwarded mails (dont know why really, always thought theyre all made up stories - well some ...okay okay most -.-") but since its from Papa and the lady emailed it directly to him, saya percaya hoho. So people, drive carefully and be aware of your surroundings alright? Stupid people who make a living out of crimes. BE GONE. Cey konon ada power je lah nak vanish kan diorg -_-" One could dream :) Im starting to crap BYE

PS: I miss baby Arslan :(

Youre the - to my +

I dont trust people easily. Im very skeptical. Everytime i hear something from someone, at the back of my head i would wonder if its really true, or, not.. ...

I have issues :S :)

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I love :

Lights' Jess & Jonny
Mark & Albertt! :}
AJ Rafael & Gabe Bondoc :)

Another talent ive discovered on youtube :
I kissed a girl
Closer
Halo

Philippinos - great singers. Dont chu think? :O

Aaand, this talented girl is so cute!

AND ALSO this, gave me goosebumps. EVERYTIME. The two kiddies are adorable! Awesome stuff :')

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Im having cravings for sweeeeet goodies (Okay anything chocolatey in particular)! DAMN IT. And no, i aint preggers -_-" But i have cravings every once in awhile just like one! - actually im worse than a pregnant lady :D Mehehehe.

I need some of these :

Smores brownies
(sure it doesnt look that nice but cmon, SMORES BROWNIES?)

Devil's food cupcake w meringue

Chocolate peanut butter cake

DAIM CAKE

Butterscotch ice cream

Almost Fudge Gateau
(DROOL WITH ME NOW)

My homemade chocolicious ice cream
(Explains the hideous photo but its DAMN NICE OK)

Donuts
(I blame Kila for this)

Vienna's Bagels

I ALSO FEEL LIKE EATING :

Chicken pot pie

Fish and chips

The Ship's steak

Soft shell crab sushi

Okay, and other types of sushi

Carl's Jr 's Double western

Italiannies' Carbonara

Chili's Chicken crispers

WAAAAAAAAAAAH. See, i told ya. Mine can beat a pregger's cravings hands down ok! :D MUWAHA HA HAA :} ... ... AYYY. I hate cravings T____T




Next goody to bake : Giant chocolate-toffee cookies :D

OH HOW I MISS BAKING.



PS: Doesnt this post makes you feel hungryyy?

... .. .

..PADAN MUKA. MUWAHAHAHAHA.

-__________________-"

WTF?!

WEEEHHH APA MASALAH MINAH NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. PSSSSHHHHGRRRRRFTTTROFEWN^&$#%&*?! SIUT GILAAAA BBI. I FEEL LIKE KICKING HER HEAD SILLY TILL HER EYES POP OUT.

PICK ON SOMEBODY YOUR OWN SIZE LAH WOI

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Menyampah?

Its funny how you tend to see people you just got to know as how they are. Yknow, how they seem nice and all. It doesnt really come to mind that theyre different from what you thought - of course this only applies to certain people. Some people really are lovely :)

Ah, well. Welcome to the real world ey :)

I still have one more paper to go to through. *and then HELLO BUMSVILLE! (The land where you bum around like a fat sloth -____-) :D* The previous two was stressful. Actually, preparing for the papers was stressful, unlike the papers themselves. I dont know why i was kind of rushing through my economics paper, well okay not really rushing. I just wanted to get it over with and get the heck out of the hall as soon as i can. I felt like i couldnt breathe :S Eek.

Mari mariii potong rambut and tgk movie? Haha gila random T_T Hmmmmmm.

PS: I really should just fast, it doesnt make much diff anyway :S

PPS: Cant wait to drown myself in books ive bought on ebay 8)

Kangen...

Mama: Ikaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Phone bill awak 30 jee?! :O
Me: *stares Mama without any expression* .. ... .. ..... .. ... .. *wiggles eyebrows*

Hahaha. Dah berbulan kut phone bill sikit je -__-"

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2 down. 3 more papers to go.
I bet Ummi will laugh at my answers for part B. Terserlah tk baca betul2. Main hentaam jee. Heh heh heh. Sorry Ummi :'{

Aih. MUST. RESIST. TEMPTATIONS. T__T

Gotong royong in jeans

... .. .. .

.... .. ..... (whatthe-?) . ... .. ....

TAU TAKPE.

Woken up by Mama's call. Asking me to get up, bathe and come to the hall. It was 7.30 in the morning.... T_T So being the good daughter that i am :P I did what she asked. Breakfast, yadayada, ribbon, yadayada, gotong royong, and yes, in jeans -.-", yadayada, snack, yadayada watch the majlis thing and got back home. -_- Twas a little tiring, sweat like a pig but it felt goood. Awesome exercise :)

I dont get some people lah. Okay, i was so annoyed by this particular person. Pasal benda kecik gila nak buat big deal. Sumpah okay, tak dapat topi (cause its just for the residents) pun nak ugut nak bawak balik lorry yang he brought (and 'his people'). Stupid gila kan?

Kalau muda maybe i can still understand lah kan yang the person is just immature (or maybe dia suka collect topi ke, atau pun orang tak pernah kasi dia topi ke, OR dia just rasa left out sebab semua bertopi so dia pun nak bertopi juga - eh, padahal dia pun bertopi, cuma tak sama macam yang lain, okay, dia rasa left out la tu), ini dah tua, rambut pun dah beruban (i sound mean, but no offense), tak dapat topi pun nak merajuk T_T Kesian Mama tak pasal2 kena dengan orang tak betul tu >:[

Entah apa2 betul. Youre suppose to be in charge of, well something, act like it lah. Dodol gila okay, tak faham betul orang macam tu. Habis dtg for the sake of getting stuff je la? Nak dapat nama je? Bukan for the community? Sengal. Ee. T_T

Ahh, well.

Anyhoos. Better go stuff my brain silly before baby nephew wakes up from nappy time. COMEL LAH ARSLAN. okbai

I KNOW LAH OKAYYY!

KURANG ASAM (boi) BETUL.

(ha-ha so lame i could just stab myself omg)

I think im ready for my close-up

I can not stand Miley Cyrus, i swear to god. Her acting, singing, BLEGGH. But this made me think that one of her songs aint bad at all. Its actually kinda pretty. Well okay, the singer, Meghan, made it pretty.

One other thing that i can not stand is this song. Its actually okay i guess, but i dont like, hate, can not standddd, the part where its not Britney singing, yknow, the weird voice who "sings" screeeeam~ cryyyyyyyy~ thiiiiiiing~ Eeeeee, tak tahaaaaaan. Dunno why rasa geliii T_T

Et cetera:

Love Song cover
Esmee Denter's Over Again

And this. Is. Genius. I dont like the original. I love the remix.
Hes 17. Marry me can?

Blood

Relatives from Ipoh are sleeping over for a night before flying off to somewhere. Aww, my cousins are all grown up. Okay no, just the eldest lol. Aww, hes turning into a charming looking lad. I still remember when i was young and he was still a toddler, my grand's house has this step in the middle of the room so the room is like divided into two in a way and i would carry my cousin (konon kuat lah) to get to the 'other side' but then i lost my balance, fell and terhempap my cousin HAAaahahahaha, sumpah kesian gila hahaha :p Ahhh, how time flies :') Its funny seeing him checking me if im watching him surfing the net (cause im sitting behind him). Kahkahkahh.

I cant help but smile seeing my cousin being nagged by my aunt and uncle for texting too much. Konon nak cover2 yang its actually his friends, but bila Mama tanya perempuan ke terus senyap, hahaha. Ah, i remember those times well :P Comel lahh.

And funny. Haha :P

Bittersweet memories

Its the fifteenth....... Hmmm.............

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Papa: Cuti ni tak ada assignment ke apa2 ke?
Me: Ha?
Papa: Cuti ni tak pergi mana2 ke?
Me: Haa?
Papa: Takk, cuti ni tak pergi mana2 ke, mana tau universiti bagi assignment pergi mana2 ke.
Me: Oh. Errr, um, uhh...
Papa: Ye lah takkan duduk rumah je cuti, tak boring kee.
Me: Oooo, hehh, err, umm, uhh.. Nanti lah, nantii.

Haha, gila blur. Papa suka menghalau tau time2 cuti, suruh keluar2. Takpe, takpe. Tunggu Papa, tungguu :>

Papa comel lah. Its nice to see him being so involve in something that he likes (i think, lol) but with much less stress unlike masa he was working dulu. Hes the kind of man who speaks up when something is not right, or simply to give his wise opinions. Aww, panjang umur, baru cakap pasal Papa then Papa and the um, tah, the committee people lalu depan rumah, checking the neighbourhood, mehehe. Anyways, where was i? Ahh.

Its nice seeing him excited about his projects and all, and then he would cerita dekat Mama, and then Mama macam encourage gila lepas tu Papa lagi lah excited haha comel kaan. Ah, making the world a better place, one neighbourhood at a time (?) :P So proud :') Lol

Hm. Better stuff my face with notes again T_T I shall waste no tiiiiiiiiime! *swooshes* - Konon macam superhero la nak swoosh swoosh? =_= wthokaydagone

Lagging

I feel like i am overly worried about finals (note: worried; not that i do much about it =_=). Whereas all of my friends semua cool jee. I feel so mengglabah, man haha T_T

I feel like watching movies!

..Yeah and finals next week kut?! -_-"

I feel restless. And anxious. I hate times like this.. lol

..my sisters watching cartoon. Haha gila tetiba. Aw, i loved the movie, Anastasia. Especially the songs :> Aw, bring back memories :') Even though i cant remember much about what happened except i loved the movie haha gila dodol.

..Man, the internet or okay maybe its the computer, IS SO SLOW. Macam lagging. HAH, inside joke. ..Macam tau2 je i need to do revision. Bagus. No, no sarcasm.

Aih, i should continue doing the past year questions, lord save me T_T

Will update the other post with pictures when im on break. Cey cey. Eh which reminds me, i wanted to do a schedule. Yeah a little too late dont you think? Ah, lantak. ADIOS

: )

Mama: Awak balik pukul berapa smalam?
Mama: Awak borak2 ehh?

Haha, comel lahh Mama

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Maine and the birthday giirl (:

The same ol' whacked Zawir haha

Awww, so sweeeeet (;

Masing2 excited cause its midnight :P

Aww. I like this picture (:

(Y) - (msn emoticon -_-")

Cake - awesome shield (lol)

Syafieqafieqapooooooh (:

Sesi mengenang zaman sekolah

Elle and her 'mohawk' kebanggaan haha

Gossips at 3 in the morn

Pictures : Credit to whoever who was holding Maine's cam at the time lol

As expected

Its four in the morn and i cant sleep. Just got back from Pooh's.

Most asked question of the day;

"Dah setahun eh, you menghilang?"
"You menghilang mana doh sampai setahun?"
-well okay, along those lines.

I answered; kena abducted :>

Its nice to finally see some familiar faces after such a long time. Rekindled old ties. Catched up a little. But it was a little confusing as most of them have so many things going on and i have to keep up with them half way through. Either way, it was fun. The cakes were yummy and im not gonna lie, Elle's driving scares me a little :P

I feel sorry for this person who, bitches about people, people she doesnt even know, for a "living". And i dont mean she gets paid for it. Shes just a freak, apparently. Well okay, i dont know her either, but ive seen how shes like. Plus im not making up stories, im no hypocrite.

I mean, c'mon. What kind of person in the right mind would make up horrible stories about people you havent even met and spread them like a mad cow disease? Crazy people these days, i suggest you get a life of your own, aih.

Oh, before going to Pooh's, went to Pavilion, watched fast & furious or pantas & garang haha, bodoh gila. The translation i mean. The movie was okay, makes you wanna drive fast after watching it but theres a few boring scenes in between. Made new friends, prolly ones that i could really finally, connect with. That was fun.

For the first time i think, ive witnessed how the things, the people are there, okay, more like CHILDREN, trying to look cool, puffing cancer sticks. Serious shit man, whats happening to world? I mean, some of them look like primary kids for gods sake, you should be playing football/trying to get your butts home before your mum nags you (cause it was around maghrib at the time). Which i dont find it as a bad thing at all, yknow, playing football i mean.

I mean most of them didnt even do anything. They were just, sitting or standing there, looking bored as hell. What? You think by you being there itll make you look cool cause yknow, its the "it" place to hang now? Such a horrible scenery, i tell you. Makes me wonder dari celah mana lah byk sgt budak2 ni came from -_-

And one thing that bothered me was how they would stand in front of the entrance, in groups, doing nothing, just standing there, konon cool. I dont get it, whats your motive? You think youre so stylo ah nak diri depan entrance tu so that people keluar masuk can admire you and what not?

What tickled me the most was there were some kids with their DSLRs, taking photo of the insides of a rubish bin.. beside the escalator.. Are you trying to show people that you are really artistic? Is that were you trying to do? Having a bulky camera doesnt make you a pro photographer kid. -_-"

I was honestly amazed seeing so many KIDS who were smoking. YOU GUYS ARE JUST CHILDREN, WTF ARE YALL DOING?! T_T Geez. Sumpah tak boleh bla. Jalan pun konon macho and cool habis (padahal semua keding2, puberty pun belum fully reached, macho la sangat), i feel like trippin them over -_- Haha. Gila evil for no reason. Eh, menyampah is my reason. Tak. TA. HAN.

Ah, well. Sbeen an interesting day. Wish i couldve meet more people but oh well, maybe next time.

I feel bad that Mama waited for me. Cause i dont usually go out late at night but she went to bed in the end as it was v late. I love Mama :( :)

Hm. i should take a shower or something. Pagi2 buta. How refreshing :D

PS: Im sorry, for how ive been in the past. Me, my wall; keeping everything and everyone no where near me, and my excuses to get out of things. I know im like the boy who cried wolf. But im turning a new leaf. Im trying to be a better person : )

Was she everything that you were looking for to feel like a man?

The moon was so bright last night, it made me smile :)

..Yeah, random + weird ...but true! :D

Hm. 2 more classes, 10 days before all hell breaks loose. Shit. Shitshitshitshitshiiit. ERGH. I need to get good grades (okay duh). I need to maintain my pointers. I didnt even expect my last sem result to be as such, how the feck am i gonna keep up with that?! T_____________T

ERGH. STRESSING. :(

OH. To make things even BETTER, it might take longer than expected to finish my course. Pssssgrrrrfvto;rthksdlgn. MENGAPALAH SHORT SEM BENDALAH NI SEMUA WUJUD T_T (Haha, gila comel mengapa, havent use that word in ages man, prolly since zaman mengarang karangan BM yg amat lah stressful for SPM o_o wait, what?) But then again, whats the rush ey? HMMMMMMMMMM.

On a brighter note, baby nephew, niece and brother are staying over for two weeks starting next week. The sister in law has some course thing to attend so mama and i are gonna look after Arslan :D Im not sure if thats a good thing since finals just around the corner. Lets just hope this time i could get more than four hours of sleep T_T

I mean, c'mon, how can you not resist that little boiiiii :}

Non toxic

Hahah. I love Nat of communitychannel. Simply awesomeness.

PS: Id take accounting over maths any daypfffftssshhhrgtrtrvsdvtfbg. I swear im not kidding.. T_T The notes are not helping. I miss helpful notes.. AAAAAHHH >:[

Lucky 13

1 class finished, 4 more to go.. Shit. I should be studying, goddamnit! Okayokay after this :D

God, i cant wait for this sem to be ovaahh. Its been such a long, dreadful, drama-ful, *insert the most spot on adjective about having so many things happen in a certain period of time - my brain is on a break apparently*ful sem. Though the drama and all the things that happened has nothing to do with school lol

I feel like getting away. I feel like driving. Okay, more to speeding. Okay no, maybe more to driving long distance. :P If only the car can be trusted T_T

This blog is starting to feel mellow. Soggy. Gloomy. Blehh.

I blame finals. Its draining the life outta me T_T

Cey, bunyi macam i spend all my free time studying je, kalah nerd. Narp.

I dont think its stress. Okay maybe a little. I just get so worn out and i dont even know why. Is it because of all the thinking? :[ Have any ideas on how to slow that down? -_-

...Mehh. Better get on with my readings. Chalos-

PS: The Game Plan is on Star Movies. Its making me miss Nurin :( She used to watch this movie every single day, she even knew most of the lines o_o" :) :(

Weird

Hm. If you dont know me, you wouldnt recognize me in person based on my personality. Cause frankly, i have none at the mo, in person of course. If that makes any sense..

I dont know.. Over the years, ive developed a shell-like wall around me, keeping everything to myself, personality squished in a cute itty bitty suitcasethatyouhavetositoneventhoughitsTINYinordertobeableto
closeit. Which made me become dull as a frow. T_T

If you dont know me, but text me often, youd be surprise how quiet and sombong i could be when we meet up. (Not that i do it on purpose, (oh wait, i used to, but thats a whole diff story and i wont go in that here) its just the way i am) Even though ive known you for months. But itll eventually wear off as i spend more time with you. That sounds, yeah.. I mean, just by hanging out, my sombongness will melt away. Yknow like how ice will when you pour your drink. Lol. I sound weird. I blame this headache. Hm, i should go get some food. Oh, sorry-

Hm. It feels so frustrating. I wanna break free, out of this shell. HM.

In other "interesting" news of my life; Finals in TWO WEEKS. 5 Papers. Maths... I am so. Gonna. DIE. Help me :'( URGH.

PS: Man, i love this dude. They should rockafied all rap songs man. More enjoyable that way (Y) :P

You've already had the best days of your life

Ever wonder how it would sound like if Lady Gaga's Just Dance gets rock-ish?
Wonder no more.

..Dude, pretty sick drumming. 8[ *amazed*


Hm, i feel like chopping off my hair.

No, i dont mean i wanna shave my head a-la Britney, have you gone madd T_T

Hm. Maybe another trim. Will see how it goes (:

Now.. Back to being a nerd- *shoos self*

Ice

I love Lights. Shes so interesting.

Check some of her videos out:
Last thing on your mind
Drive my soul
Random video blog

She won a huge award(apparently), recently :)