Out in the open

Two days in

2011-08-02T14:03:00.000+08:00

Of silent contentment & humbled soul. Of still, calm air & warm hugged heart.

Ramadhan kareem (:

Just Saying

2011-07-07T21:20:00.000+08:00

Its sad that you're so terrified of your 'other half''s every move especially when it comes to third parties (whom actually has nothing to do with anything). Hate to burst your bubble but that is not healthy. Every woman deserves someone who'd always make sure they've nothing to be terrified of, without even asking them to, regardless of anything.

From a woman to another, don't settle for anything less than what you deserve.

Angry Bird

2011-04-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

Road Runnerrrrrrrr LOL

I find this much amusing than the 'peace treaty' video

Okay, back to studying.

No matter how carefully you choose your words, they'll always end up being twisted by others

2011-04-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

Where were you last night?
Home, sleeping like a log after a few days of whacked up sleeping pattern

What is today’s date?
20th of April :|

Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
Bestf

When you’re at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
We dont have that here -_-"

What is your relationship status?
Single yo

Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes { :

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
No T_T heh

Who do you text the most?:
SS, HK, & AA

What is your favorite color?
None in particular, but I do have a few essential things in one color so Im guessing subconsciously its Red.

What color are your eyes?
Dark brown (8

How tall are you?:
Ive no idea, not that tall -_-

Do you like your parents?
I love my parents!

Do you secretly like someone?:
I secretly don't

Why did your last relationship end?
It was time to

Where is the furthest place you’ve traveled?
Europe

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
Now.. Eat!

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
I look more like my Mama (:

How long does it take you to shower?
However long it takes for me to feel clean lol

What did you do on New Years Eve?
Went out for dinner

Can you speak any other language than English?
Yez

What is the last letter of your middle name?
R

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
16 hours :D In my defense, I didnt sleep the night before :}

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?:
Yes. Otherwise Id would feel awkward

Are you scared of flying?
Im somewhat scared of height but I like flying?

Pardon?

2011-04-16T11:18:00.000+08:00

SE Assignment 1, 2 & 3 to be submitted by 17th April

C&I Final Project to be submitted by 18th April

SE Presentation II on 21st April

Final Starts on 25th April (which I havent even thought about yet thanks)

POM & Business Law Paper on 29th April

SE Presentation III on 3rd May

SE Assignment 4 & 5 to be submitted on 5th May

CSP & MIS Paper on 7th May

..Die, yes?

I simply Can. Not. Tolerate. Immaturity.

2011-04-08T07:06:00.000+08:00

I can. Not. Stand people who likes to blame others to make themselves feel better. Of course, it is only human to do so but grow a pair already, seriously.

If you have things to say, say it to my face. Do everyone a favor and Grow up.

Signs

2011-02-22T23:09:00.002+08:00

Chaos in Egypt, Volcano eruptions in Philippines, Earthquakes in Christchurch, New Zealand, Massacre and genocide happening in Libya, ALL in ONE month..

Now it seems like as if someone is playing with a switch that can change the weather from extremely hot sunny day to extremely gloomy, rainy day; flipping it back and again..

Wake up and don't be too caught up with your own world.

..I see France - Summer Trip

2011-02-15T21:03:00.001+08:00

The boy is SO cute!
Too bad sisters couldnt get a clear pic of him lol

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I was playing with the camera *cough* vain *cough*
And as usual a little someone joined in

After awhile she said to me "Okay now awak ambik lah gambar sorang2" and went to kacau my sister -_-"

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I dont know how, but Nurin has a habit of hanging around on me
How, you say?

Well first she would act all innocent and hug me

Thennnn she would wrap her legs around mine and start giggling
And sometimes I had to walk around like that cause she wouldnt let go
This happens every 5 minutes.
..Seriously
But I dont mind much lol :P

Me: Okay kejap, lemme take your picture!
Nurin: *poses*
Me: *looks at the pic* -____-"

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On the bus.
Yes, saya sering dijadikan bantal

Ha, see
Hehe<3

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The view from the first level of the tower

I love how all the buildings are somewhat in the same style

(Except for that one right there which looks like its the only thing poking out)

The second/top level

People look like ants from up here T_T

Malaysia is 10 433km away from here!
(lol jakun)

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Sunset, it was so beautiful but the camera fails to capture it -_-

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(Im not sure if you can tell but) Nurin is quite.. active lol
So Id always do this to calm her down (ceh padahal geram je :P)
BTW she was trying to smile lol

To be continued

Revolution

2011-02-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

FINALLY

Procrastination

2011-02-04T02:14:00.001+08:00

I was going through old files in the PC last night, I dont even remember what I was looking for, but I found old MSN convos which made me smiile/laugh. Some of the convos from people I chatted with everytime (because sharing is caring pshh);

2007, before SPM! lol
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Online therapist lol

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I think this one is from 2009

But weirdly we stopped talking to each other for some reason :S :/

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WHATS WITH THE DOTS????
(Cause I dont usually type like that lol)

Oh god this one (whole convo) made me laugh, man XD
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Oh I miss my "tipu sunat" days :p

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Okay no offense but I cant stand reading back this convo LOL
I doubt the girl knows about this blog anyway so Im safe in that sense :P

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Strangely, I dont know what happened to the other files/convos. Prolly they got deleted after the PC have been formatted - for the hundredth time. Too bad though that would be laugh, ah well (:

Regardless

2011-02-03T16:06:00.000+08:00

A pic I took yesterday of Christians protecting Muslims during their prayers #jan25 - by NevineZaki

If you dont know whats going on/how bad the situation is in Egypt, go watch the news channels NOW - Al-Jazeera, CNN, BBC

May God guide and protect them all, amiiiin.

Photobooth

2011-01-31T00:48:00.000+08:00

LOL

Test

2011-01-17T12:08:00.001+08:00

Test testtt *tap tap tap* Is this thing on?

Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless device via Vodafone-Celcom Mobile.

♥

2011-01-15T02:52:00.000+08:00

Too adorable<3

I see London.. - Summer Trip

2011-01-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

It was raining, thats why we were the only ones up there (jakun), if you were wondering.

Yes, Im psychic (:

Some building we happened to pass by
That thing is made up of umbrellas!

And another
Brilliant, isnt it?

O hai, Mama!

Sisters<3

Yes, I was the only normal one

Well actually I was holding a few things so I couldnt join them (8

We took the tube to get around and by the end of two days we could easily find our ways without referring to the map (y)

Uncle imitating how my sister poses :P

We were one of the first ones to hop onto the London Eye

so the guy there was kind enough to "give" us a cabin/or what ever it is called just for the family

We pretty much made ourselves at home (8

Sisters & Nurin! <3

Nurin is afraid of heights, that explains her attempt to smile

No, I didnt force to do anything okayy

So she kept herself busy playing with her toys in the middle of the cabin

Gayat woooo

Tsk.. I was so tanned.. T_T

Princess Fiona :P

*To be continued

30 Day Challenge

2011-01-13T00:22:00.002+08:00

Okay, I was suppose to be doing this 30 day challenge thing on Tumblr (yes, I am that jobless) but I find it too, wordy to post there, and so I decided to dump it all here. I also missed a couple of days, well okay weeks, OKAY almost the whole 30 day thing - fail. Anyways so heres all that Ive missed. God, I really should find more productive things to do. Ahhh, well.

Day 01 Your current relationship, If single discuss how single life is

Day 02 Where you'd like to be in 10 years
In 10 years, Ill be 31 o_O anyways, I know it is typical and corny but in ten years, Id like to be happily married, with a baby or two. I love children and I cant wait to have my own. Career wise, Id hope to be somewhat used to the field, in other words, I hope by then I would know where exactly I am and where Im heading to. And hopefully, Id somewhat be financially stable.

Day 03 Your views on drugs and alcohol
I find people who depends on/take them to look cool and _ is beyond stupid. Your problems/feelings/everything will not magically disappear or, fine it may feel so for a little while but they will be right up your nose when you re sober, honey. Plus, you ll die sooner. (:

Day 04 Your views on religion
Religion is a sensitive subject.
Anyways to me, Islam is utmost beautiful.
I dont get why people tend to make it so complicated though.
It is suppose to be simple.
Yknow 'cause in the end, it will be just you and God.

Day 05 A time you thought about ending your own life
Hm.. Well this is personal. Um, lets see. I was really young, and I was going through something - health wise, so no, it was not a boy, and no, my family did not have a problem or what ever. So Ill just leave it at that, yes? Again, no, Im not suicidal anymore. I have a long depressing post on this but too bad its on my personal blog. Wow, that makes it sound better, doesnt it? Okay well heres a snippet of it (I have way too much free time, dont I. ..),

.. Now, i am definately wiser. I have faith. I believe in God and His plans. I accept His challenges and everything that He has in store for me. (Plus, i dont want to be burn in hell). ~~Thank you, boyf. I love you.~~ ..

I wrote that a long time ago okay. Moving on.

Day 06 Write 30 interesting facts about yourself
Okay, lets scratch that interesting part okay?
Well.. 30 facts is a lot :/ Oh heck

1. I like baking
2. I like bunnies
3. Ive always wanted a cat
4. I LOVE babies
5. I cant stand stupidity or any kind of _ for that matter
6. Im rather shy
7. I can be random
8. My preference to text/call someone depends on whom it may concern
9. I love FRIENDS, but I never knew how it turned out in the end. Which I will, less than 2 seasons left! -_-"
10. I dont mind staying at home most if not all the time, I dont get bored/feel as if Im trapped
11. Im not fond of clowns thanks to Stephen King's It movie - Scarred me for life, man -.-"
12. I love swimming but havent in years.
13. I couldnt sleep with the lights off for, quite sometime now.
14. I dont drink much when Im eating, only after.
15. I dont like to do the dishes much heh
16. I actually like to be active, physically, but yeah, thats just a pipe dream -.-"
17. Im easily intimidated. Like a bunny -.-
18. I love food but cant seem to gain weight as Id like to
19. Ive never dyed my hair
20. Im comfortable with loose clothes
21. Driving stresses me most of the time
22. I can be really paranoid sometimes especially when Im on the way to Uni in KL cause of all the cases :/
23. I cant cook malay dishes, I need to take classes for that -.-
24. I dont curse. At, all.
25. I dont watch telly much besides from DVD/USB
26. Id rather be cold then hot
27. I love beach, the smell of the ocean
28. People usually think Im not friendly at all cause Im rather quiet at first. Not a very good first impression I must say
29. I think Im part sloth, I can lie down for hours on the couch, being lazy and content.
30. I love looking up in the sky, reminds me of how small I am/my problems, if Ive any, are.

Day 07 Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality
My zodiac sign is Capricorn and I dont know anything about it except how it looks like so, I dont know if it fits my personality. I dont believe in zodiacs. I read them for fun sometimes though.

Day 08 A moment you felt most satisfied with you life
When I decided to cover my head and wear hijab permanently. Ive never been more satisfied and happy ((':

Day 09 How you hope your future will be like
I hope it wouldnt be as bumpy as Id expected but then again, I dont mind the challenges and obstacles, its just another kind of opportunity. Hopefully, insyaAllah, things, life, will go on smoothly.

Day 10 Discuss your first love and first kiss
Ill just pick the former to discuss, yes? Ah, first love. Well, It lasted for about 5 years or so. Yes, I guess it was long, I got that from people everytime, it didnt felt that long though. I find it funny, looking back. Anyhow, things were pretty cool at first and then somewhere along the way things got rather serious and, it wasnt really that fun anymore. Of course we were mad head over heels for each other but twas kind of more on the obsessive side which is not really healthy to either of us. Weve been through a heck lot. What ever it is, Im not regretful, quite the opposite really. It somewhat made me who I am today, no?

Day 11 Put you Ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up
Rain - Priscilla Ahn
Im in here - Sia
My Skin - Natalie Merchant
Earth Song - Michael Jackson
You came to me - Sami Yusuf
Pretend - Lights
Maid with the flaxen hair - Richard Stoltzman
You take my troubles away - Rachel Yamagata & Dan Wilson
Hemorrhage (In my hands) - Fuel
Always be there - Maher Zain

Day 12 Bullet you whole Day
I woke up today feeling very disoriented, Im guessing its cause I snoozed my alarm one too many times Ive gotten confuse on what time I should really be up. I literally needed to stand still, half asleep and all, trying to make some sense lol. A minute or two later, I took my shower and got on with the ritual for getting ready. After I was done, looked at the time and realized I still have a lot of time to check on the bunnies. And so I went downstairs and out, found the four of them were waiting by the door for their breakfast. I fed them, change their drinking water and cleaned up abit.

Papa was out playing golf so I had to take a cab to the LRT station, I wouldve driven, but I have classes from 9am to 6pm and I wasnt going to waste my money on the ridiculously priced parking fee. And so I waited for the cab, it was already 8 and I was a tad bit scared I was going to be late. Just as I wanted to change my mind about driving to Uni, the cab arrived.

After realizing that I left my keys in Papa's car (I ran to my room several times, one cause I forgot something, another cause I forgot money and another to find the keys I thought I left in my handbag) and there was only one bunch of house keys left, I somehow locked myself out, well in a way, the gate was still closed so I couldnt go in nor out -_-" Called the house to ask Mama to open the gate and finally I was off.

The traffic was so bad and I wasnt even on the big road yet, then something was up with the cab, the driver said that something had worn off, he kept postponing on changing it and yadayadayada, I wanted to just get off, home and drive to Uni but the guy said that the car can still move its just that it cant really stop and that scared me a little -.- But thankfully, Ive arrived safely to the station. So I somewhat rushed and got into the train.

Arrived at the other station and walked quickly to Uni. Met&hugged Sara before getting into class. The lecturer was already there, and he started talking about the course outline after a short introduction of classmates. 2 hours later, the class finally finished and Sara, Kin & I went downstairs to get coffee because someone was basically half asleep/turned into a zombie and rushed back to the class cause we had back to back with another.

(God, Im tired of writing about this.. LOL ok lemme cut it shorter! Well for the rest of it)
The second class was for like less than half an hour, just a briefing basically before starting the syllabus next week. Then the three of us head to the food court for lunch and joined by Addy. I couldnt finish my meal, somehow I cant each much when Im really hungry, yes I am aware that I am weird&unique, but I still did fill up my tummy just nicely. Anyhow after chit chatting for awhile, we went back to Uni, hang around and started bouncing business ideas around while waiting for class to start.

Went to the last class of the day, the lect seemed nice but yeah, wasnt that fond of him, the jokes got old pretty quickly. After going through the course outline, we were dismissed and I headed to the station with Kin as usual. Arrived at the other, Papa picked me up, went to buy some snack, got back, changed and let the bunnies play while I chilled for a bit, eating pisang goreng and watching FRIENDS lol. Then I went outside to clean and give the lops a little bath. An hour or so after, I went up and freshened myself up. Chilled for awhile, went down to wait for parents with food while watching some annoying movie I could not stand I swear.

Ate dinner, downloaded notes and here I am! *PHEW
THAT was alot. Hey, it says to bullet my whole day. Too bad it happened to be a long one -.- MOVING ON.

Day 13 Somewher you'd like to move or visit
I like to visit Egypt, Saudi Arabia, UK/Scotland and France again, Greece, Switzerland, Japan, and prolly just move to one of them!

Day 14 Your earliest memory
I was with my eldest sister, I was sitting on this, wide railing Im guessing,while my sister holds me obviously and I remember her handing/showing me a flower, its white, im not sure what it is called, I was around 1 year old. How would I know? Cause theres happen to be a picture of it. I dont remember that part though but yeah.

Day 15 Your favorite Tumblrs
http://ffoodd.tumblr.com/
http://leilockheart.me/
http://happythings.tumblr.com/
http://allthingseurope.tumblr.com/
http://fuckyeahfriendscaps.tumblr.com/
..well these are some of them lol

Day 16 Your views on mainstream music
Its getting ridiculous and not in a good way. Everything is about clubbing, drinking, stoning, and sex nowadays. I cant stand them. Bring back 90/80s music!

Day 17 Your highs and lows of this past year
Well, I have to say the lowest is definitely having to pick pieces of myself back up and trying to put things back into perspective after a certain relationship has ended. It was hard, but it made me stronger and Ive never been more proud of myself. Another is when Bombie, pet bunny, died. I miss&love you, Bombie baby ):

The highs, getting Scruffy, Bombie & founding Pixie, Dex and Poppy. Being happy and satisfied with my life without a boy. Getting to visit my sister & family in Cranfield and had the best summer tripp. And having another niece/nephew on the way :D <3

OKAY THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG AND WORDY.
I shall continue in another post *an excuse not to get it all done now lol but hey it is too wordy.
Till then x

Sweet 21

2011-01-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

I CANT believe Im already 21!

I was still getting used to being 20 heck,
I was still getting used to being in 2010

..If that makes any sense

2011.

One more year till I graduate!

Well that is if I manage to start up and keep a business running

cause otherwise I cant graduate -_-"

Ah well, INSYAALLAH (:

Oh?

2011-01-06T01:36:00.000+08:00

Get a life, please (:

Binky Tales

2011-01-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

About 3 weeks or so ago Ive decided to find a friend for Scruffy, my Netherland Dwarf buck. Ever since hes been all alone, he seemed so down and gloomy, he wont eat or drink much and I was getting really worried.

And so the search to find a doe (of course not a female deer, yknow.. Doe, a deer.. ..Do Re Mi? Ok what?! ..the song was stuck in my head okay) began! It happened to be that weekend the family has to go back to the Hometown for a wedding; my cousin and I was bored, we didnt have much to do since our mothers were busy with the family tree thing and I remembered reading something about a rabbit farm or, something in Ipoh so in no time we got the numbers and started calling up these people so we can check out their bunnies. ..Hm, sounds, yeah okay, nevermind..

We were in Taiping, we went to Pantai Remis, which apparently is quite far (cause we were heading to Ipoh for the night) -_-" without knowing exactly wheres the place - all we had was a number and a name of a small, village. Thankfully we found the place after going back and forth for awhile, the owners were very nice and awfully kind to share well, a lot of things with us, that was truly a lot of fun. And well, to keep it short, from then on we went to Ipoh, Gunung Rapat, Semenyih, Broga, Kajang, Shah Alam, Gombak (a pet store at Batu 4 1/2, such a TERRIBLE place), and finally to Puchong! Yes, I never realized finding a bunny was THAT hard. (Well we were looking for a matured Netherland Dwarf doe, which was almost impossible to find)

ANYHOW. More pictures & less words!

Scruffy and Pixie!
in a box, on the way to visit the vet

Pixie is tiny compared to her buck, shes a few months younger
(Somehow, I dont have a pic of just Pixie, she couldnt sit still, Scruffy is a bad influence -_-)

Oy what you talkin' about me & my doe?!

says Scruffy with his huge, round, eye
as if hes trying to look through your soul..

Anyways they ve literally been inseparable!

All together now, AWWWWW

Dont they look like an old couple chilling?

Um yknow, in bunny-ish way, well, if there is, such thing..

Okay enough with those lovebirds, lets meet another new pair of additions to the family!

Meet The Lops!

They re just babies still, the cutest<3

Meet Poppy

She is the sweetest

Poppy looks like shes wearing eyeliner (8

This is Dex.

Dont let his innocent look fool you, hes quite a skipper

Another thing Ive learnt about Dex is the way he sleeps

What so interesting about a cute bunny sleeping, you say?

Exhibit A

He literally gives me a mini heart attack EVERYTIME I caught him sleeping like this

Sure, its kind of cute watching him sleeping like that
once Ive made sure hes breathing

..No, really, hes well and very much alive

See.

.. ..Not convinced?

Seeee.

Yes, thank you he has a cute plushy back

Dex sleeps a lot.
..Oh OH JUST LIKE ME HA!

And now Poppy starts to sleep the same way too

Too bad I dont have a picture of that

So yes, the probability of me getting a mini heart attack has doubled T_T

..
...
Wow, a whole long post just on bunnies.
Im thinking of having another blog (like I dont already have enough) just for these babies
Seriously, I didnt know theres a lot of dedicated bunny lovers on blogger
Heck, I might even become one, ha

S'il vous plaît et merci

2010-12-31T01:29:00.000+08:00

I've raised my hand, How about you?

2010-12-30T22:58:00.001+08:00

"Once I didn't know how to do my homework, so I asked my teacher for help.

But she didn't help me, she just pulled my ear. She always makes me feel useless."

Boy, 9, Malaysia.

"With these two hands my mother holds me, cares for me, this I love.

But with these two hands, my mother hits me - this I hate"

Girl, East Asia and the Pacific.

"I hate early marriage. I was married at an early age and my in-laws forced me to sleep with my husband and he made me suffer all night. After that whenever day becomes night, I get worried thinking that it will be like that. That is what I hate most."

Girl, 11, married at 5, Eastern and Southern Africa.

These are some of the testimonies from children who have been abused..

Lets put an end to this.

Lets unite to make a better world for our children, for our future.

(Picture taken from *Click)

Get on board, Join this campaign.

http://www.unicef.org/malaysia/

Swings - Summer Trip

2010-12-24T00:21:00.000+08:00

FINALLY. PICTURES FOR THIS BLOG. See how long it took me to upload this, its already winter -_-" Well cant blame me, class started as soon as I got back and Im a great procrastinator <: ANYHOW

I think uploading pictures in FB would be much easier but Ive never been fond of having paaaages of photos for each album so I decided to dump it all here (but of course, not all at once, Ill post some every now and then). Plus, its fun-er (:

Nurin's school photo
(so ayu :P)

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Sister & Nurin playing in the playground

No shes not being bullied, theyre taking pictures -_-'

Then my Granma decided to join in the fun!
LOL look how big her smile is :P

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Enjoying the bright sun for warmth was a tad mistake
..I was so tanned because of it -_-'

Chillinn'

Snacks

Car boot sale. I think this one is at Potterspury, one of the biggest weve visited, greeeaat place to look for antique treasures!

Yummy cheese cake

Giant cookies

I LOVE looking up in the sky. Arent the clouds pretty?

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One time, I was wondering where all the men went, so I looked at the back.

What are they doing? I thought

Ceh, main golf rupanya -.-

And look whos in the middle of it all :P

-_-" But eh shes not bad yknow lol

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Nurin & Aina. I love Aina's accent, its deep (8

Some cute little girl I didnt get the chance to know!

Some cute little boy!

Nurin & Aina with some older girls. They look like some mean girls, no? -.- but im sure theyre nice. lol

The sole purpose of taking this picture was to show how adorable the korean? boy who got on the swings just so his baby sister could play.

So cute (':

Oh and thats Nurin with her new cat toy, which she pretends that its real, she dragged the cat everywhere! lol

To be continued
(Lets just hope it wont take me months)

Be good to me

2010-12-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

Wow, two posts in less than an hour. Well, just gotta let something out.

Its funny how some people are. When a couple breaks up and then both of them conveniently get along with another and starts getting all mushy online, Facebook in particular obviously, for all to see. I mean, especially those who ve been together for so long. I guess its obvious that they re on rebound but apparently the ones they re with dont see that. But its obvious? Ah but maybe some are just taking that chance to get closer without thinking they ll be the ones who ll get hurt too. But who are they fooling, honestly?

I dont get people who cant face hurt by themselves. Why do they have to drag another into it, leading them on when actually they re just using you for their own comfort, so they wont be alone, even though every night they will surely be lying alone on their beds at night, thinking of the actually 'One' that slipped away (Yeah, Im psychic like that) Seriously? Ive seen this over and over again, its like a never ending cycle which is, sad..

Ah, well. I guess that IS life?

PS/ This has nothing to do with me, obviously, well okay maybe not to some people. Just making sure, not sure why but heck.

PPS/ PICTURES OF SUMMER TRIP, SOON.

Hurrah!

2010-12-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

Now that I am finally on break, I have all the time in the world (I think, well okay for now) to update and finally post up overdue pictures! :D Lets just hope I wont get distracted by something else. Like, Tumblr, which I feel like starting this 30 day challenge thingy, like literally now. Okay then I shall get back to this sad blogger ((: Okay bye, I SHALL BE BACK SOON.

Bombie, baby

2010-11-30T22:48:00.001+08:00

I should be studying for tomo's paper (which I havent even touch a thing yet). But heck.

One of the pet bunnies (AA&I bought together but I look after), Bombie has died today ):

It had diarrhea caused by stress. I noticed it two days ago and brought it to the vet yesterday after browsing more info on it online. He was fine the last time I checked on him but unfortunately everything went spiraling straight down after that, he wouldnt eat nor drink any water, making it hard to recover.
And then I got the news in the morn while preparing for my paper today. I was definitely shocked. I couldnt or, wouldnt want to believe it.. But it was his time ): I was already listening to some slow music that time so tears just came flowing non stop, its been awhile since I cried that hard ):

Reminds me of the time back when I was in primary, about 8 years old i think?, when I had a bunch of bunnies and there were a few that died too, I remember crying in the bathroom after I found out everytime cause I didnt want my sister to see me (-_-") and then I would buried them myself, making sure to put little rocks as their headstones and chopping some leaves and flowers to be mixed with water so I can pour onto the graves. I would make sure to mention them in my prayers after solat, I cant remember what I prayed exactly but I remember wishing them well, wherever they were. I was eight okay.

Ive had taken care of Bombie(his full IC name is Bomberman actually) &Scruffy(Mr Scruffles) for about 6 months.

Bombie was just the most gentle, smart bunny and has the SOFTEST and silky fur.

(both of the buns wanted to chill on the same spot but Scruffy wouldnt move so Bombie just said heck and chilled on top of him LOL)

One of the last pics, on the way to the vet

(so cute hor in the basket)

I hope you were happy and had a good life, baby. Sorry I didnt get to spend as much time with you buns as Id like to )':

REST IN PEACE BABY I LOVE YOU<3

Indestructible

2010-11-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

Popcorn

2010-11-19T12:54:00.000+08:00

Mia: *konon talking on the phone*
Mia: Afiq. Afiq, dekat mana?
Afiq: Saya dekat KLCC.
Afiq: Mia, nanti kita tengok movie, makan copporn okay?!
Mia: Okay!

Mia&Afiq: *sits on the couch while laughing and pointing while eating keropok*
Me: *wonders what was so funny about the painting (cause they were facing the big painting in the living room)*
Me: OHHH CEH. KONON DEKAT MOVIE LAH NI! HAHAHA.

Mia & Afiq

(Old picture, couldnt find the latest one -_-)

Theyre cousins (:

Ive heard that they like to play pretend being 'Mama & Papa' as well

So funny ((:

Just a Dream

2010-11-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

Rabbits: *fights*
Chicken 1: ALL RIGHT BREAK IT OFF.
Rabbit 2: .. He started it..
Chicken 2: WELL I DONT CARE WHO STARTED IT. YEAH YOU BETTER APOLOGIZE.
Chicken 1: YOU TOO WISE GUY. *shoves Rabbit 1*
Chickens: Alright we're done here lets roll

LOL sorry, cant help it. Too funny and cute :P

Lets run away from these lies

2010-11-06T13:22:00.000+08:00

All my life, literally, I have always been, slim? Well that's a nice way to put it (apart from the usual skinny, keding, boney, keping etc -.-). I've been a small eater ever since I could remember. That became more of a problem in high school when I was going through something and, let's just say it still affects my eating habits every now and then. Where am I going with this? I'm tired of people asking me about why I am so skinny. (Or okay, more like me asking myself that heh) Well, I dont intend to be? Atleast not as skinny as I am. Okay this is getting awkward, saying oneself is skinny, okay moving on-

I've always admire women with curves so folks, I am going on a mission to healthily gain some healthy weight :D okay fine, maybe you've heard about this before, about the similar, okay fine its the exact mission except its overdue and nothing has changed. My most recent weight is 45 T_T I need to gain atleast 3-5 kilos more, and well, we ll so how it goes from there :P SO. I shall change my eating habits, eating more if possible or I could just force myself to eat eh :/ that's a little sad isn't it, some people out there are starving and would die for food and here I am.. :/

but okay, I think in order for this mission to be 'accomplished', I should set a dateline. What do you think? 2 months? 3 months? Its already November, it would be too much isn't it if I would want it done (lol done?) By the year ends. Okay, ill set 3 months for myself :o I should start exercising as well LOL, me+exercise is a funny combo but hey nothing is impossible! Ho yeah. Okay. It is set. 3 months from tomorrow onwards.

Please pray that ill go through with this yes? Thank you very much.

PS/ I miss blogging! ( Yknow, actually BLOG rather than just post links and pictures aww okay getting emotional over a blog post whatthe)

* * * * *

Cousin: *Feels my arm*
Cousin: Ha dah berisi
Cousin: Okay takda lah berisi sangat tapi takda lah macam tulang je
Me: Yesssss *shows thumbs up*

The world doesnt revolve around you, honey

2010-11-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

You're too full of yourself, now that Ive realized it.
Pipe down and go find someone else to bug.
Sounds good? Good (:

Awesome

2010-11-01T14:20:00.003+08:00

I am currently doing my 10 page assignment at Starbucks in OU while my parents are shopping.. :|

(Konon rajin padahal esok kena hantar and baru last minute nak buat :p Pelajar terbaik dont mess -.-")

OKAYBACKTOWORK.

Verbal abuse, is still abuse

2010-10-29T21:07:00.001+08:00

So watch what you say

*Photo taken from here

No talk, All action

2010-10-29T12:14:00.001+08:00

Photos from Startup Weekend KL 2010!

One word = Awesome ((:

Friday: 5 30pm - 10 30pm

Half baked!

Marc & Sabrina

Plug&Play

Sara and her idea

The team plus one

Saturday: 9am - 9pm

Discussing while doing some finance :o

(Y)

Silmyi & Sharim

Sunday: 9am - 11pm

Guys and their laptops
(Yes, we pretty much made ourselves at home (y)

Listening to one of the mentor

Everybody's busy developing their ideas

Borrowing Plug&Play's office

The Final pitch

The top three teams/ideas!
(lol Weng Foo, me & Sara)

Group photo!
(minus Melvin)

Group photo!

(minus the dato lol)

Sucha fun weekend ((:

PS/ I only own a few of the photos, others were taken from various sources (y)

Pearl

2010-10-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

Arslan: 'Angunnnn
Me: Mmmmm..
Arslan: Kaaaaaa! *pulls hand*
Me: Mmm..
Arslan: 'Ngunnnn
Me: Mmmm..
Arslan: 'Ngun laaaaaaa! *pulls hand harder*
Me: MMMMmm...
Me: .... .. ...*falls back to sleep*
Arslan: ...*gives up & continues playing*

HEHE. Comel lah, Arslan :')) Sorry baby, I was too sleepy :p

Baby boy<3
(Macam ninja kan? - Tak boleh duduk diam)

Sur mes gardes

2010-10-17T00:08:00.003+08:00

1. Would your mom let you get a mohawk?
I wouldn't want one in the first place -_-"

2. Are you or any of your friends an Atheist?
Im not and no, not that i know of?

3. Did you ever have parental controls on your computer?
Nope

4. Have you ever held a live snake?
I think I poked one, once :P Just to know how they feel like since Im, not really fond of them.. -.-

5. Would you ever dye your hair fire engine red?
Nah

6. How short was the shortest haircut you ever had?
I think I had a boy like/pixie haircut when I was small.

7. Is there any jewelry you wear 24/7? If so, what is it?
Nope, not anymore

8. What is your hair naturally like?
Wavy and unpredictable -.-

9. When was your last science fair?
I don't think weve ever had a science fair?

10. Isn't it annoying when surveys ask about iPods and you don't have one?
Hurr I have one so, nope

11. Do you have any plants in your room?
Nope

12. Do you have your own website (not including Xanga, MySpace, etc.?)
Nah. Not yet atleast (8

13. Longest survey you ever took?
Cant remember, but prolly during the Myspace era. Good times lol

14. Favorite clothing brands?
Not sure if I have? Brands dont matter to me

15. Do you or your parents have a credit card?
Parents

16. What color did you last dye your hair?
Never dyed my hair :o

17. Do you save all your change somewhere?
Nope, its everywhere :>

18. Would you ever shave your head for a million dollars?
It can be considered.. lol

19. Did your school picture come out good this year?
Im in Uni yo. But I miss school pictures! Minus the bad hair -_-

20. When do you plan on moving out?
When Im married prolly lol

21. When did you get your first job what was it?
Ive never had a REAL job? Ive worked for a day once for a function and that was it :P

22. Last time you washed the sheets on your bed?
Cant remember the last time, Mama usually does the laundry heh :F

23. Have you ever had a garage sale?
Nope

24. Have you ever stringed popcorn and put it on a tree?
Nope

25. Did a pet of yours ever run away?
Naaw

26. What is your favorite sport?
If only sleeping/lazing around is a sport, id be so fit man -.-"

27. Do you like the music that is popular right now?
Only some, music nowadays is getting ridiculous (NOT in a good way)

28. Do you enjoying reading?
If it interests me, yes!

29. Do you watch the news?
Not as much as i used to -.-

30. Did you suffer from anorexia?
Nope -.-

31. Have you taken a health class?
Nah?

32. Where is your computer at?
PC? In my room. Laptop? On my lap lol

33. Are there any teachers that you talk to outside of school (in person or email)?
Hurr, no :/

34. Have you ever been on a Ferris Wheel?
Yez

35. Do you like math class?
Honestly, i do (8

36. Medicine, fine arts, or law?
Fine arts heh

37. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
Whichever nearest, Ill go 'round the mall :P

38. What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Saturday night?
Wow, it IS 11 59 PM on a Saturday night and im doing THIS -______-

39. Who was the last person you had in your room?
AA

40. Is your bedroom window open?
Naww

41. Can you speak another language?
Yeh

42. What is your favorite soda?
I dont drink soda much anymoree

43. When was the last time you purchased something over $500?
Huurr. I think it was 2 years ago? A birthday present

Narcoleptic

2010-10-13T02:48:00.001+08:00

:"(

Sigh. Maybe its a sign I shouldnt be sleeping as much -_-"

My Milk Toof

2010-10-13T00:57:00.000+08:00

Meet ickle and Lardee! - Two cute little teef

CLICK to check out the kind of shenanigans they get themselves into :P :D

Here are some of the cutest!
I have yet to check them all, I shall soon xD

ickle, ickle!

Heavy for the Holidays

Toof Cleaning

Splash!

Up and Away

Strange & weird

2010-10-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

Nurin, the part time video-er ((:

I wanna hold your hand

2010-10-10T01:54:00.001+08:00

I love this version
The boy in flashback is too cute

Procrastinating

2010-10-10T00:13:00.001+08:00

Promise to not lie or erase any of these questions?
Promise not to? Yeah, sure

Don’t tell me lies. So, where’s your guy?
"My guy" eh? There's no such thing

Last thing to disappoint you?
Myself.

Do you care what people think about you?
I guess it depends on who they are but I usually don't

Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
Yeah, kind of

Are you planning on going to college?
Uni, I'm already in one.

Are your friends just like you?
Well kind of, I suppose

Would you ever get a tattoo?
No, I would never

Who have you kissed that started with an A?
Yes, my baby nephews, Arslan and Alif :D :D

Do you like hugs?
I love hugs (:

What are you listening to?
Nothing, well some movie on telly

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Yeah

When’s the last time you deliberately skipped a class?
Umm, last week hehh

Anything you’re avoiding?
Hm, I'll get back to you on that

Who saw you last cry?
I can't remember, I don’t tend to cry infront of people y'know

Last time you were truly upset?
Last few weeks maybe, I blame unstable hormones.

Does everyone deserve a second chance?
It depends on what they did to screw up their first chance

Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to in person?
Of course nott

Who was it?
Hong Kin

Were you intoxicated the last time you threw up?
Nope

Are you emotionally strong?
Sometimes. Not so much lately though

Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?
I don't hate, just prefer not to

How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
They'd disown me lol

Why did your parents last yell at you?
Hurrr I can't remember, they don't usually yell

Are you lying to yourself about something?
Yeah, prolly :/

Are you happier now or three months ago?
Three months ago.

Can you have more than one best friend?
Yeah, why not?

How many pairs of Converse do you own?
Just one

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Coffee

Why are you happy?
Am I?

Have you ever gotten a 100 in a class?
Like yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeears ago lol

How’s your heart lately?
Lost

Are you guilty of drunk dialing?
-.- This doesnt apply to me lol

Do your parents smoke?
No

Hardest class you have?
Marketing Research, I'm just lost in that -.-

Do you like Soulja Boy?
Heck, no

Who was the last friend to stay the night at your house?
I can't remember, Tisya I think (:

When did you go to bed last night and why?
I didn't, I stayed up to do work and I slept at 11 in the morning today :o

What kind of mood are you in right now?
Anxious

Who’s the guy you’re looking forward to seeing?
Is there any?

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Maybe..

Fact about the person you fell hardest for?
Liked to think/plan ahead

Food you are eating?
Nothing

Who do you like?
Hmm

How do you feel about your relationship status?
I'm fine with it (:

When the stars go blue

2010-10-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

How big are you?

Warm me up and breathe me

2010-10-01T02:52:00.000+08:00

Be my friend, hold me

Mini25

2010-09-30T13:59:00.000+08:00

Can I have this for my birthday, pleeease? (Ceh padahal birthday next year -.-)

Isnt it cuuuuute

....Even though Im not much of a Hello Kitty fan

....and the camera is quite huge (kalau tak puas hati dengan sesiapa mesti best baling bendalah ni but semestinya tidak lah kan)

Its pretty in just plain white toooo

*pinjam gambar2 dari sini

Anybody wanna volunteer to buy this for me? :D

...Bestnya kalau ada hor -_-"

Under the Stars

2010-09-28T13:49:00.000+08:00

Shall we?

Are you coming to get me now?

2010-09-26T14:27:00.000+08:00

Aunt: Apa _ tu nak?
Voice in my head: Eh? Macam mana tahu.. Mesti Mama cerita ni... -.-
Aunt: Dia cari awak. Dia nak apa?
Aunt: Dia nak awak balik?
Aunt: Cakap tak payah!
Aunt: Orang tu dah ada orang lain nininininini
Mama: Ika ada tengok gambar dia?
Mama: (Dalam gambar) Dia macam ninini dengan ninininini semua nininini *imitates the poses -.-*
Me: *smiles*
Me: *continues doing work*
Aunt&Mama: *continues talking about it for a min -.-*

I find these things funny, hehe (:

I'm in Here

2010-09-24T20:07:00.002+08:00

Its easy to talk. But can you do the walk?

2010-09-23T08:38:00.000+08:00

Im tired of Hope. Enough said.

Good or Bad, no in between

2010-09-16T12:11:00.000+08:00

Cousin: Dekat dunia ni ada dua je jenis lelaki. Baik atau Jahat..
Cousin: Itu je, Baik atau Jahat. Dia tak ada tengah2.
Cousin: Kalau yang Baik tu, baaiiiiiiiiiik sangat. Kalau yang Jahat tu, memang setan habis!

..And Im just realizing how true that is :/

Deux

2010-09-06T07:00:00.000+08:00

My little man turns two todaayyy! Oh how time flies (':
I mean i cant believe its already been a year :/
Anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BUTTERBALL!

*iklan*
Ever wonder why I call him that? Well lets rewind to a time where Arslan was somewhat quiet, TOO ADORABLE and chubby (':

*rewinds* -.-

Arslan & Atuk
TENGOK KECIK2 DAH PANDAI KENYIT2 MATA.
SILA CAIR SEKARANG.

And now here he is, looking all segak bergaya with his new baju raya (it rhymes, ha!)

I know Im a few days early but heck,

Eid Mubarak, everyone (:

..Is what I was tryin' to do

2010-09-04T16:41:00.000+08:00

No regrets, just Love

Mama knows best

2010-08-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

Mama: Buat apa dia cari awak?
Me: Entaaahhh :/
Mama: Tak payah layan dia. Buat bodoh je.
Mama: Dia dah peluk2 dengan perempuan lain lepas tu nak dekat awak.
Me: Haha ni mesti mama stalk dia kaan.
Mama: Mesti lah. Dah tak payah layan dia, mama tak suka.
Mama: Cakap dekat dia mama tak kasi, biar dia tahu!
Me: Hehe, yaaa.

Hur, I shouldve listen to Mama :/

But hey, everythings back to normal (:

PS/ im thinking twice on posting all of the pictures here, im too lazy to put watermarks and stuff -.- Hm.

Hard Bones - Summer Trip

2010-08-10T07:52:00.001+08:00

Sisters reunited! <3 :D

(Plus the very talkative niece of course)

Minah kecik, dah besar! (':

Whos gonna teach you silly stuff if it isnt one of your auntie eh?

Tsk, bad influence, tengok tu, dia dah nak ikut skali dah -_-"

Huggies - loads of them (:

Sounds like the diapers brand lah pulak -.-

This is just the first day! Yeah but no, im not gonna do like a blog post for each day, im just gonna take some to brighten this, abadoned, sad place. Anyhoo, just to update a little, till then xx

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Me: Dont you wanna play with him?

Nurin: No, i want to play with youuuu. Youre funner!

Me: *terharu :p -.-*

Nurin: Can I (try on the shoes)?

Nurin: (with a sad tone) I wish we dont have to pay, I wish its all free we dont have to go to the counter and say blablabla wed just take it and leave..

Nurin: *Leaning on my arm*

Nurin: Oooouuwww. I can feel your hard bonessss!

Me: Hahah, I know. I need more meat.

Nurin: More meat?

Me: Yeah to cover my bones.

Nurin: Owh.

*Later that day*

Nurin: Oouuww. You need more meat. To make it nice and sofft. *cuddles*

Can I have a minion ...or five, pretty please?

2010-07-22T02:55:00.006+08:00

ITS SO FLUFFY IM GONNA DIE!

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Edith: It was your cousin's idea!

Dave the minion: Whaaaaaa?!

HIHIHIHIHI Ive never laughed so much/hard watching a movie before, I loooooooove thiiiiisssss. LETS WATCH IT AGAIN! Mwamwamwamwa? :D

OKAYBACKTOCONCENTRATINGONSTUDIES. ONEMORECHAPTERTHENICANPENGSANWOOT -.-' OKBYE

Uh cant you see Im updating my blog?

2010-07-16T23:45:00.005+08:00

Haw haw! (click picture to read clearly) Okayishouldstopandstudy. Stopdropandroll! OKRANDOMISHOULDGONOWBYE

To infinity & beyond

2010-07-10T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hahahahah, I just discovered this page :P

Can I keep you?

2010-07-10T14:14:00.001+08:00

THIS SONG REMINDS ME EXACTLY OF THIS.

AND I LOVE THIS PART. I had a crush on the boy who played real life Casper (':

I LOVE THIS MOVIE (((':

But its alright because i love the way you lie

2010-07-08T11:37:00.002+08:00

I love Ahmir!

I should start writing here instead of just posting links. And put up more photos, this place looks dead. Ill get to that, soon.. Oh and im starting to prefer Tumblr :O I should stop having more blogs -_-" OKBYE

Rewind!

2010-06-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

Found a blog post from awhile ago :')

Friday, March 14, 2008
-___-

In the car, on the way home from Giant.

Mama: You better wake up early tomorrow if you want to follow mee.

Nurin: Follow you to where?

*forgot what they said -.-*

Akak: No, Aunty Iqa is going to a new school. School for big children, adults.

Nurin: No no no, AuntyQa will go to small children school la. *giggles*

Akak: Like yours ah?

Nurin: No no no, like, um, small children la.

Nurin: Then the children will call AuntyQa, Mrs AuntyQaa.

Nurin: And theenn, when the children see AuntyQa they will say "Hi Mrs AuntyQa!"

Papa: And theenn, and theenn. *teasing Nurin*

Nurin: Okay okay okay, and theenn the children will say "do you know, Mrs AuntyQa?"

Papa: And thenn, and thenn. Okay okay okay. *laughs*

Nurin: *giggles*And thenn, AuntyQa dont want to give homework. AuntyQa sleep at class..

Mama: Class room?

Nurin: No no no! AuntyQa will sleep at *something something*

Papa: And thenn, and thenn. *laughs*

Nurin: *giggles*And thenn, another teacher will call AuntyQa, "Mrs AuntyQa, Mrs AuntyQa!"

Mama: Ms la, Mrs dah kahwin.

Nurin: Ms AuntyQa?

Akak: Yes.

Nurin: Okay okay okay. Ms AuntyQa, Ms AuntyQa!

Nurin: Okay okay, now i call you Ms AuntyQa okay?

Nurin: Ms AuntyQa! Ms AuntyQa! *giggles*

Nurin and her random stories -__-

My Hero

2010-06-21T02:00:00.002+08:00

Papa, you are the best father a child could ever ask for.

I love you<3

Theres a snake in muh boot!

2010-06-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

So cute!

I love these peas! So adorable :D

Hands down, the most HILARIOUS part.

I love Buzz in Spanish mode! xD

***

Woody: Look, I just need to get out of here...
Buttercup: There is no way out!
Woody: ...
Buttercup: Just kidding. Door's right over there.

***

Groovin' with Ken! Hehe.

***

And i happened to stumble on this,

I LOVE THE SMURFS. The first ever cartoon i remember watching aww<3

I feel like sucha child :D

Haih :')

Applegirl

2010-06-12T10:06:00.002+08:00

She sure has a lot of iphones.. Haha

Airplanes

2010-06-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

I prefer this version!

Mash up

2010-06-08T13:39:00.002+08:00

This is catchy.

Nine to Five

2010-05-24T22:39:00.001+08:00

... Short sem schedule.. .. . Thank god its only on Thurs&Fri.... -____________-'

This is it

2010-05-21T19:14:00.001+08:00

If you’re waiting for a sign, this is it. Do it. It will be amazing.

Berminat untuk mempunyai dua bunnies yang paling comel?! Lai laii!

2010-05-20T12:05:00.002+08:00

Disebabkan keadaan tidak diizinkan, Scruffy&Bomberman (2 ekor arnab NETHERLAND DWARF) terpaksa dicarikan tempat tinggal dan penjaga penyayang yang baru.

Kedua2 arnab ini adalah jantan, sangat curious dengan surroundings mereka (suka explore benda2), sangat jinak, photogenic (makin pandai posing untuk camera especially bila tengah chilling/baring/santai - tak tipu) boleh dibuatkan model, suka bermain bila dibenarkan keluar dari sangkar, sangat bijak, dan boleh di train. OH, dan nama pun dah Dwarf, jadi mereka hanya akan membesar sedikit dan akan stay sekecil dan secomel ini!

Sesiapa yang penyayang, mempunyai laman yang mencukupi untuk mereka bermain dan bergembira, membenarkan saya&co-penjaga datang melawat every now and then, dan berminat, boleh lah message saya di FB atau comment disini.

Sangkar dan makanan juga akan diberikan! Harga boleh negotiate (:

Mari lihat betapa comel nya mereka ini! In real life, mereka LAGI comel :D

Tengokk! Pandai posing okay, sebenarnya sebelum ambil gambar, dia pandang depan je, nampak camera terus teleng kepala :P

Sangat jinak (:

Dan semestinya sangat comel! :D

Why would you?

2010-05-19T22:19:00.001+08:00

Its amazing how a ~~guy~~ boy could make you feel so much with so little. They could drive you crazy without even doing anything, hurt you without lifting a finger, break your heart with just words.

Nobody could make you feel bad, harm you emotionally if you wont let them.

I wont.

Sucha weirdo

2010-05-15T23:15:00.010+08:00

i. I feel bad for what i have decided to do and have done, but it is for my own damn good, gotta be selfish for once yo. Out of sight, out of mind? Hell yeahs, so proud of myself (:

ii. I have this habit of saying, some, things, to myself. (I sound like a loon already, dont i? -_-") I dont know how it started, i guess, it was just too overwhelming so i started saying those things to myself, (still weird or okay, even more like a loon, aint it.. -_-") I think it was still weird back then, and now its even more weirder. And annoying, cause it comes subconsciously, and i dont feel the same way anymore, or atleast i dont want to. I dont know why it happened anyways -_-" Love blinds you, man T_T (lol tetiba :p)

iii. I forgot to list down the things i should do during my break. Instead, i think im just gonna make a list of things to bake :D Caaaant wait, IT HAS BEEN TOO LONG )':

iv. I love babies (': (lol random?)

v. I NEED TO CLEAN MY ROOM ALREADY IT HAS BEEN MONTHS!?! (well Mama has been the one who cleans it every now and then cause her wonderful daughter has been too busy trying to get enough rest ceh so its not that messy heh -_-")

vi. I shall try to eat more so i can reach the ideal weight by this semester break :D - yes, its a goal (Y)

vi. Thats all i have for today folks, toodles! (wth -_-")

PS/ I should post up some pictures to brighten up this place.. Soon! :D

Theres not much more to say

2010-05-14T17:11:00.003+08:00

Friend: ..Oi! You eat any lesser, you'll disappear!
Me: Heh.. -_-"

Me: *going downstairs to the kitchen*
Mama: Kenapa awak kurus sangat niii. Makan lah banyak2 sikit!
Me: Nak makan lah ni.. -_-"

Aunt: Eyyy! Why are you so skinny?!
Me: I knoww! (-_-")
Aunt: Look at your hands, all bones and no meat. You dont eat ahh?!
Me: I wanna eat (more) lah niiii! :>?

Aunt: *tells Mama* Your daughter is very skinny! Cengkung(?) even.
Me: Where gotttttttttttt. :F

Conclusion: Dear self, PLEASE GAIN WEIGHT T__T Okay?! Okay! (: -_-"

I will

2010-05-13T11:04:00.002+08:00

Its getting harder to believe, that you were ever on my mind

2010-05-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

.. ...I gotta stop using some sappy song lyrics as my titles. Its so depressing, no? -___-" lol

Still working on finding that groove (note:working lol).. And getting my bum off the bed/couch.. But hey, its only been like 2 days, i am allowed to sleep in all day for a few days atleast! 0:}

I should make a list on what i should do during my break. Like a check list or something, that way, i can be more productive 8) Okay, set! ..Okay maybe ill do that tomorrow. Off to bumming around without feeling guilty :D

. .. Kena belajo dulu :( :P -_-"

Well, you never did care enough about me anyway

2010-05-04T18:46:00.000+08:00

IM FINALLY DONE WITH FINALS. WOO HOOOOO. Omigod, this semester felt longer than usual somehow (Ceh padahal baru sem kedua mehehe) T_T Okay off to start bumming around! I shall work on getting my groove back -_-" er, sounds weird lol okbai!

Oh and yes,

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But really guys, I hate you so much

2010-04-29T10:34:00.000+08:00

Even though I dont watch the Hills, but this is funny. LOL :P

..Okay back to studying pshh -_-"

You can take back your memories, They're no good to me

2010-04-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

Okay, im done with the hate and everything (which i have been for awhile, honestly). Dont want this to happen again, sheesh. -_-"
Moving on! I still have an assignment due and finals coming up! God T_T
So, silly thoughts, sila main jauh2 please? Ill see you in two weeks okay? Okay! CANT WAIT. (: -_-"

Your loss, baby

2010-04-08T23:31:00.004+08:00

Like the title of this blog, Im just gonna put it, this, out there. I have to let it out of my friggin system. I, just cant keep it to myself anymore. I dont friggin care who reads it or whatever. I dont want to give a damn anymore.

Basically, Im disappointed. But so's every other woman in this world eh?
Its just, heart breaking.

How could you? After all these years? You dont even have the effing courtesy to talk to me in person? On the phone? BBM? Text? MSN?

What? Youre so obsessed with FB? Is that all you wanted to say? That one amazingly stupid, STUPID line on FB chat? Really? Well thats classy and mature of you.

Of course, I did tell you to leave. I was mad, you idiot. I was annoyed. I was stressed. I was sick, heck I was at the hospital to see the doctor and you couldnt even take that into account.

Fine, even if I was horribly boring of a girlf that youre bloody bored of, okay scratch even if, you didnt even had the effing guts to say it. That you wanted to leave. Instead you chose to blame it all on me. Yeah okay, sure, whatever makes you sleep at night eh?

What? Do you expect me to say sorry? To crawl back to you?

Im done with playing your mind games. Im, done. I just want to live my life and be content.

I hope youre happy as I plan to be. And when you find that special someone, please take good care of her. Treat her with respect, support her, cherish her. I hope she ll love and care for you as much as I did.
I really do.

PS/ i. Im still not quite over it yet if you havent notice, so excuse the hate. ii. I dont effing care of what you think/wanna judge. iii. Bye.

I MISS MY BABY NEPHEW

2010-03-16T20:34:00.001+08:00

Arslan : Iiish! *points finger to fishies in the tank*

Me : Haaaaaa fiiiiiiish! :D *points*

Arslan: Haaaiiiiiiii. *waves to the fishies*

THO CUTE :')

Taking chances

2010-02-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

I miss my little footballer ):
(Hes wearing mix kit 'cause the MU shorts is a little too big lol)

GLEE

2010-01-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

HA. I love Chris Colfer :D

My favorite number in the show

Funny show (:

Pixar

2009-12-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

Laugh Out Loud

Mengambil kesempatan untuk berskema

2009-12-15T20:49:00.008+08:00

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
Masih kekasih saya? :D

2. Saya sedang mendengar:
Brick by boring brick oleh Paramore :P

3. Mungkin saya patut:
Mula merancang apa yang saya hendak buat secara serius dalam hidup saya. Baiklah (okay), sebenarnya saya dah tahu apa yang saya mahu buat, cuma saya perlu merancang nya semua dengan teliti! (wth)

4. Saya suka :
Makan :D

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
Semuanya baik and cantik belaka ;P

6.Saya tak paham:
Kenapa negara kita tak ada penjagaan perubatan universal(universal health care)! (terpengaruh dengan filem Sicko)

7.Saya kehilangan :
Duit akibat membeli belah secara atas talian (online wth)

8.Ramai yang berkata :
"Awak tengah cuti eh?" Baiklah, lebih kepada bertanya sebenarnya.

9. Makna nama saya :
Yang di pilih. Iya, termasuk situasi yang kurang baik (kadang kala). Contoh, dipilih untuk menjadi antara orang yang pertama kehadapan untuk membentang tugasan -_-"

10.Cinta itu adalah :
Indah XD

11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
Senyum seorang diri di depan komputer peribadi seperti orang kurang sedikit siuman.

12.Saya akan cuba :
Menjayakan diri saya dalam bidang perniagaan! (InsyaAllah)

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
Sehingga akhir waktu (end of time wth)

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
Adalah sangat berguna!

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
Saya akan terus menuju ke telefon bimbit yang mengejutkan saya (dan kemudian kembali ke pangkuan katil wth).

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
Melihat remaja2 sekarang yang perasan kacak bergaya lagi macho/cantik bergaya lagi menawan walaupun masih sedang menunggu kedatangkan akil baligh (WTH)

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
Acara untuk meraikan sesuatu istimewa tapi kini(CEY ingat ni karangan apa weh -.-) sudah menjadi suatu kebiasaan. Bukan? (CEY CEY wth -__-)

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
Arnab-arnab ternakan(daripada 1 setengah pasang (3 ekor lol), mereka berkembang sehingga lebih kurang 6 pasang pada kemuncak zaman kegemilangan mereka wth) ketika waktu kecil.

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
Peringkat umur remaja.

20.Hari ini :
Saya pergi berkelah bersama keluarga di Sungai Tua aka Ulu Yam!

21.Malam ini saya akan :
Cuba memikirkan tentang masa depan saya sambil berguling2 di atas katil - seperti biasa

22.Esok pula saya akan :
Mengemas bilik yang makin berselerak dan mula merancang masa hadapan! (Cey wth -.-)

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
Duit. (Saya bukan mata duitan lol)

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
Saya berkata dalam hati "TSK, MESTI BERSOLEK SEDIKIT SUPAYA TIDAK KELIHATAN SEPERTI GIKNEVJNBSLKNFIW" wth

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
Saya nak kedai makanan yang sedap2 belaka boleh?

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
Makanan Barat DAN Jepun! :D

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
Bilik yang terang walaupun saya mempunyai ganguan tidur(sleeping disorder lol) - imaginasi saya susah dikawal

28.Makanan segera adalah :
Sedap tetapi tidak baik untuk kesihatan! wth -.-

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
"Saya rind...." -talian terputus akibat kekurangan kredit ):

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
AA, Ayun, Kila, Ateeka, Nadira R.(wherever you are -.- your blog i mean lol), Amira N., dan sesiapa yang bosan!

(BM - FAIL)

The eff?

2009-11-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

NEW TOY?

Thats what you get

2009-11-18T18:51:00.004+08:00

Ive told you Philippinos are amazing singers. I thought the girl was lip-syncing. Ha. She sounds almost exactly like Hayley, no? 8)

Okay enough messing around, back to studying T_T

Weirdo

2009-11-12T16:50:00.004+08:00

...I truly am. Despite the fact that im totally aware of it but i just realized how much of a weirdo i really am. Ha -_-

I was too caught up in worrying about my assignment and studying for my final, i forgot to eat my lunch. Like seriously, it didnt come to my mind at all. -_____________-" No wonder i was tired even though i didnt do much. I even dreamt about eating when i decided to take a short nap cause i was feeling lethargic ahahahaha. Thank you boyf whom asked me if i have eaten, if not i think itll take me a little longer to realize that i should get something to eat -.- Do'oh! (Homer Simps style)

Woop. Off to do assignment and study for final T_T

*Away till further notice ... -_-"

Feck off

2009-11-04T02:50:00.001+08:00

Penat.
Geram.
Rasa macam nak tumbuk something yang akan menyakitkan.
Geram.
Finals in two friggin weeks. Nice timing.
GERAM GILA FFT LAH WOI.
Serious ffffft i feel like slapping someone silly.
EEEEEEEERGH.
CURSECURSECURSECURSE.

WHAT?

2009-10-23T20:32:00.004+08:00

HALLOOO, HAIIIIIII! *JUMPS & WAVES VIGOROUSLY LIKE AN ANNOYING 'FRIEND' THAT YOU ACTUALLY DONT LIKE AND TRY YOUR HARDEST TO AVOID HAVING ANY CONTACT WITH*

OHMIGOD DAH LAMA KITA TAK JUMPAA. NI HAO MAAA? WO HOPE NI HEN HAOO! (MENTANG2 BARU BELAJAR MANDARIN DENGAN PERTOLONGAN HONG KIN; PROVIDER KATA2 BARU IN MANDARIN SERTA THE MEANING LAH KAN TO ME AND BASIT EVERYDAY COMEL KAN KAMI? PS/ 'HOPE' IN MANDARIN TAK BELAJAR LAGI SO ENGLISH SUDEH LOL)

WAAAAH. I THINK THIS HAS BEEN THE LONGEST IVE BEEN AWAY FROM THE BLOGGING WORLD KAN KANN? OMG, MISS ME TAK? AHAHA. WHY AM I STILL SHOUTING? SAJA, BIAR, RASA MACAM PERLU HEE.

OMG (NI DAH KE BERAPA KALI NAK CAKAP? MEHEH) I HAVE SO MUCH TO UPDATE! (LAH SANGAT EHEH -_-) I ACTUALLY WANTED TO POST UP PICTURES OF RAYA SEMUA OKAY TAPI TAK KESAMPAIAN ):

HOPEFULLY ILL GET TO POST UP SOME PICTURES. I NEED TO DO SCHOOL WORK FIRST T_T

Okok, i think youre prolly tired of screaming in your head as you read this post (or am i the only one who does that? Reading capital words/sentences like im screaming. No? Im the only loon ey? Ah well. I know you still miss me :P) Ill update soon. Pinky promise!

xx

GO AWAY

2009-10-04T19:04:00.005+08:00

Why? Me? Why me? Cant you go 'hempap' anyone else?! Preferably atleast not anyone thats in this house. Its been quite some time, im starting to question myself. A part of my sane-ness in particular. Im no loon ):

-

2009-10-01T22:11:00.003+08:00

Sick people. (And THEY'RE ALL PARENTS!? Twisted, man.)

Oh, the dramas

2009-09-26T19:16:00.006+08:00

People deceive you. What saddens me the most is when those people are your blood; family. I know every families has issues. Though mine is never ending.

The people you love, has hidden intentions on being nice to you. The people you thought were too nice, arent really nice, actually.

Its sad that ive only known this after all these years.

Whats even more sad? I dont know who i can truly trust anymore.

Hm.

Note to self

2009-09-24T17:46:00.001+08:00

Dont assumed that people know-

Ello, mate.

2009-09-22T20:32:00.006+08:00

Did you watch the news (TV3) about the form 4 girl who ran away from home? She texted a family member "asal tak siar dkat astro jew? lagi famous blablablabla" along those lines. Lol. I find it funny, and annoying, the 'jew' part, weh please, I cant stand that kind of language, rasa nak lempang T_T

Its saddening how friends become such a huge part of one's life now - well okay, only to most people, teenagers especially - and they would rather hear their thoughts, listen to their opinions rather than their family's. Its totally fine if the friends are good influence, but if otherwise.. you get the picture.

Of course we need friends, but it doesnt mean you have to depend on them. How sure are you that theyre gonna stick with you through the tough times? What happens if they ditch you and you have no one to go to anymore cause you ditch your family for them? But i guess most people would set their issues aside when in comes to families, no matter how much you screwed them over, theyre still your flesh and blood. Okay, it depends. lol

Mehh. Tetiba je talk about this. I just wanted to share the girl's text :P Haha.

Bottom line, appreciate your family. Simple. (:

Marshmallow

2009-09-22T08:32:00.002+08:00

Poor kiddies, so cute! :P

Somethings amiss

2009-09-18T17:12:00.003+08:00

Somehow, it doesnt feel like its going to be Eid soon. :/

Anyhow, Happy Eid Mubarak! xx

TripleOhNine

2009-09-09T20:27:00.010+08:00

Yeealloww! ..

. ..yes, Im very much alive lol.

EH, ITS BEEN A MONTH ALREADY? Wah, so sad. I feel bad for neglecting this poor blog of mine. .. . ... ..Mehhh

So lets do a quick recap, shall we?

- Been kind of busy with school. Piles of work and stress aside, I actually enjoy it :)

- Spend most of my time online for school work (okay fine, and some of this and that - what can I say? Im easily distracted -_-) . So on my free time Id catch up with my beauty sleep which isnt really much. My room & car desperately need some cleanin' yo T_T

- I have one more class and then hello midsem break! :D Wee hoo!

- OH OH OHHH. AND MY LITTLE MAN TURNED UNO!

HAIH, COMEL NYA AWAK.

And he can walk now! Well, if you call waddling, walking then, hes good! lol. Kiddings, I love you butterball :D Dah lah jalan pun tak stable lagi, ada hati nak panjat turun semua benda macam dah besar sangat -_-"

Exhibit 01 - Merempit -_____-
NASIB BAIK DIRI AND "BIKE" COMEL.

So that is basically it. Nothing much ey -.- I miss Arslan. And I miss my someone. (Even though dua2 tak sampai seminggu pun tak jumpa gila mengada mehehehehe) SO TILL THEN.

EH OH. CANT WAIT TO BAKE RAYA COOKIES! :D (kecoh lagi tak boleh? Boleh. Okshattap) I miss baking. Hopefully i wont set the oven on fire. Yes, it has been that long. Okay fine, i exaggerated a little :P CIAO!

Something random lol

Hearts will hold

2009-08-08T22:42:00.006+08:00

Killer headaches are back and theyre much more torturous than i could remember. Lol that sounds like a catch phrase or okay more like a monologue from a movie/telly series that would have mysterious background music and if theres horrible acting involved, there would be some overdone eyebrow rising action right there, or something along those lines. ..Waitwha? Am I making any sense? I don’t know, my brains not really functioning well at the mo. Okay, I should stop talking rubbish -.- Meheh.

AAAAH. I dont know why ive been getting headaches almost everyfrigginday now. So i tend to sleep it off. In return, i wouldnt get anything done T_T Haih.

Is it normal to get headaches as often as i do? Is there something wrong with my brain? Am i dying anytime soon? Just checkin' T_T Mana tau if i need to write a will ke apa HAha :P Okay not funny -_- Bah. I feel another headache comin' my waaaaaay. Bye :)

Its about time

2009-08-03T00:51:00.004+08:00

Its nice to be with family and relatives, its been awhile. I was greeted with surprised faces at first, but then they turned into heart-warming smiles. Mm twas nice :)

***

Kak Wai: Kehendak sendiri ke, boyf suruh?
Me: Kehendak sendiri. Takde boyf dah (T-T)

Say whatever you want, think whatever you want. Bottom line, its not because i was forced to, its not because someone asked me to, its not because im starting my degree real soon, its not about all that.

Its for myself. My faith, my belief. And i am happy :)

Headache

2009-07-31T21:52:00.003+08:00

Weh. I dont feel like doing anything. AT ALL.

I dont know whats wrong with me T_T

Haih.

The results out. But cant check it for some reason. Meh, ill just check it tomo.

A wee bit worried, but honestly, not really. I dont feel anything.

I hate this feeling.

I dont even feel like posting this.

Meh.

Im still very grateful and happy about the news. I can already feel the pressure. I need to study my butt off. And set my priorities straight.

Haih.

I feel bad for ignoring peoples calls and texts. I just dont feel like talking/using the phone. I dont feel like doing anything -.- Will get back to you when i am okay.

Okay.. Bye.

I am done. For real this time.

2009-07-29T09:28:00.009+08:00

It doesnt mean if something happened, you can easily, immediately make a certain conclusion to it.

How can you make a conclusion without exactly knowing the problem? What if you make a conclusion based on your assumption? Isnt that bias?

I know youre just saying it to ease your heart, to ease your pain that i caused. But deep down im sure you know its not true. I know that you know its not true.

Almost a year ago, ive written somewhere that I believe in God and His plans. Of course, i still do. And so, i leave it to Him. I did my part. Now, peace, please come to me.

Lol i sound like im gonna die or something -.- Hmm, i feel calm already :)

Cheers to my title & the change thatll soon happen. I cant wait, honestly :)

It was magic

2009-07-24T08:38:00.004+08:00

Earlier this month, this ad came out. Now, watch the interview. HAAAAAAAAAAHA SO CUTE! The crying part just kills me x'D I love Tom :') Mahahahaha.

Youll never

2009-07-23T13:26:00.005+08:00

This place lacks of something dont you think? Well i have something, or okay more like someone, that can sure fill that void. Guess whooooo :D

No, no, its not me -.- Okay maybe you didnt even guess it was me but hey i enjoy being perasan once in awhile. (Ehem, once in awhile ke? :P Haha) Okok, enough talking gibberish.

OH HAAAIII
Miss me? I know you do. Cause i know my Auntie sure does! :D

Mehehe. Muka macam dipaksa ambik gambar.
Macam dalam hati hes saying "okay laa, ambik lah gambarr, nak sangatt ha, haih, penat tau nii"
or,
he could also be saying "hmmm, what a weird aunt i have...."
Haha -_-' okok dah, TOO LONG.
*No babies were forced to do anything during the process of this post, sekian terima kasih*

Its been awhile since ive been/sounded like a crazy aunt. LETS CHANGE THAT. Hahah -.-" Aww, i miss baby Arslaan. He came over the other day, obviously with my sister in law, ingat apa -.- Anyhow, he seemed like he didnt recognize me :( How sad, its only been a few weekss, how could youu, butterballll. Mahaha whatthe tetiba emo lebih T_T Hohoh. Maybe because my hairs shorter, maybe because he was sick and annoyed. Awwh. Well hopefully will be seeing him this weekend :>

PS: I cant stand people who think they are very attractive. I mean fine, good self confidence but to kind of brag about it on the internet? Aint so attractive :)

PPS: Im getting dizzy with all this sniffin' T-T

Believe

2009-07-22T21:40:00.012+08:00

Summary: Wasnt feeling well, watched movies the whole day! :D Guess the movies -_- lol. Meh, too lazy to type/talk about anything. Not even captions. Oh god, ive lost the will to crap o_o

Haha -_-"

PS: You should watch Knowing. I like that movie a lot. Quite intense. The last part was awesome. Cant help but to imagine the same would happen :| But the kiddies part was, weird. lol Other than that, not bad :)

Out in the open

Two days in

Just Saying

Angry Bird

No matter how carefully you choose your words, they'll always end up being twisted by others

Pardon?

I simply Can. Not. Tolerate. Immaturity.

Signs

..I see France - Summer Trip

Revolution

Procrastination

Regardless

Photobooth

Test

♥

I see London.. - Summer Trip

30 Day Challenge

Sweet 21

Oh?

Binky Tales

S'il vous plaît et merci

I've raised my hand, How about you?

Swings - Summer Trip

Be good to me

Hurrah!

Bombie, baby

Indestructible

Popcorn

Just a Dream

Lets run away from these lies

The world doesnt revolve around you, honey

Awesome

Verbal abuse, is still abuse

No talk, All action

Pearl

Sur mes gardes

Narcoleptic

My Milk Toof

Strange & weird

I wanna hold your hand

Procrastinating

When the stars go blue

Warm me up and breathe me

Mini25

Under the Stars

Are you coming to get me now?

I'm in Here

Its easy to talk. But can you do the walk?

Good or Bad, no in between

Deux

..Is what I was tryin' to do

Mama knows best

Hard Bones - Summer Trip

Can I have a minion ...or five, *pretty* please?

Uh cant you see Im updating my blog?

To infinity & beyond

Can I keep you?

But its alright because i love the way you lie

Rewind!

My Hero

Theres a snake in muh boot!

Applegirl

Airplanes

Mash up

Nine to Five

This is it

Berminat untuk mempunyai dua bunnies yang paling comel?! Lai laii!

Why would you?

Sucha weirdo

Theres not much more to say

I will

Its getting harder to believe, that you were ever on my mind

Well, you never did care enough about me anyway

But really guys, I hate you so much

You can take back your memories, They're no good to me

Your loss, baby

I MISS MY BABY NEPHEW

Taking chances

GLEE

Pixar

Can I have a minion ...or five, pretty please?